Connor
Under normal circumstances I would have very much been naked yesterday. In fact I would have already been heading to Edward's bed from the first step through the door. I hadn't stopped thinking about kissing him since I saw him when I first entered the venue. It was driving me crazy, all I could think about was him, his lips and how I very much wanted his hands on my naked body.
But that was our very problem. We always thought sex fixed everything and in a great relationship it did, however we weren't even in a relationship. We were in an extremely fragile spot and I didn't want to do anything to jeopardize it. I didn't want Edward to wake up with regrets that we both gave in to our bodies' desperate cravings that we lost our heads as we always did.
"Then we don't have too," I breathed out heavily and pressed a kiss to the corner of his mouth. "If I kiss you- no, when I kiss you I want it to be because you want it just as much as I do."
