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Chapter 28 - Chapter 27

The silence after Lucian's words did not fade.

It settled.

Deepened.

Became something heavier than sound itself.

Selina stood a few steps away from him, but it no longer felt like distance in the usual sense. It felt like she was standing on the edge of something she could not name yet.

Something that had already begun moving long before she entered this room.

"Someone is trying to move you between timelines again."

The sentence replayed in her mind once more.

Slowly.

Deliberately.

As if her thoughts refused to let it dissolve.

Selina's fingers loosened slightly at her side, though her posture remained controlled.

"I don't understand what you mean," she said finally.

Lucian did not move immediately.

He rarely did when speaking about things that mattered.

Instead, his gaze stayed fixed on her—steady, unblinking, as though any change in her expression mattered more than the words themselves.

"You don't need to understand it fully yet," he said quietly.

Selina's brows tightened slightly.

"That's not an answer."

"It is," Lucian replied. "Just not one you can process safely right now."

A pause stretched between them again.

Selina hated that she was becoming used to this—

conversations that felt like half-formed truths.

As if every sentence was missing something important.

As if the real meaning existed just outside her reach.

She took a slow breath.

"Why would anyone try to move me between timelines?" she asked carefully.

For the first time, something flickered in Lucian's expression.

Not surprise.

Not hesitation.

Something closer to restraint.

As if he was holding back too much truth at once.

"Because your existence is no longer stable," he said.

Selina stared at him.

"That doesn't make sense."

"It does," Lucian replied immediately. "Just not from your perspective."

Selina's gaze sharpened slightly.

"And what perspective are you speaking from?"

That question finally made him pause.

Not long.

But enough.

The kind of pause that revealed too much even without words.

When he spoke again, his voice had lowered slightly.

"One where I've already watched you disappear once."

Silence.

This time, it wasn't just tension.

It was weight.

Selina felt it press against her chest in a way she couldn't explain.

Not emotional.

Not fear.

Something deeper.

A sense of imbalance.

As if the world itself had tilted slightly without warning.

"You keep saying things like that," she said slowly. "As if I should understand them."

Lucian took a step closer.

Not enough to invade her space.

But enough that she could no longer ignore his presence as something distant.

"You are starting to remember fragments," he said.

Selina's expression tightened slightly.

"I am not remembering anything."

Lucian's gaze did not shift.

"That is what you believe."

The certainty in his tone made something uncomfortable settle inside her.

Not doubt.

But the beginning of it.

Selina turned her head slightly toward the glass wall beside him.

The city below was still moving normally.

Cars.

Lights.

Life continuing without interruption.

As if none of this conversation mattered outside this room.

But inside—

everything felt suspended.

"Why did you expect me to come here?" she asked finally.

Lucian did not answer immediately.

Instead, he turned slightly toward the glass as well.

Not looking at her.

But not ignoring her either.

"As soon as the message reached you," he said quietly, "I knew you would not ignore it."

Selina frowned slightly.

"The message didn't have a sender."

"That is why it reached you," Lucian replied.

A pause.

Selina turned fully toward him again.

"You're speaking in circles."

"No," Lucian said calmly. "I am speaking precisely."

That silence returned again.

But this time, Selina noticed something different.

It wasn't just what he said.

It was how naturally he assumed her reaction.

As if he had already seen this version of her response before.

That thought unsettled her more than anything else so far.

"You act like you already know what I will do," she said quietly.

Lucian's eyes shifted back to her.

"I know patterns," he said.

Selina shook her head slightly.

"I am not a pattern."

For the first time, something almost like a faint change passed through his expression.

Not disagreement.

Not correction.

Something softer.

Almost reluctant.

"You are not supposed to be one," he said.

The words lingered.

Selina studied him carefully now.

Not just his face.

But the way he spoke.

The pauses between his sentences.

The control he maintained even when speaking about something unstable.

There was something unnatural about his certainty.

As if he was carrying knowledge that did not belong in this moment.

"Lucian," she said slowly, "what exactly are you hiding from me?"

That question changed the air instantly.

Not violently.

But sharply.

Lucian's gaze darkened slightly.

For the first time since she entered the room—

he did not answer immediately.

The silence stretched longer than before.

Selina did not break it.

She simply waited.

Because something in her already told her—

this question mattered more than the others.

Finally, Lucian spoke.

"When you died the first time," he said quietly, "you did not disappear completely."

Selina froze slightly.

Not visibly.

But internally.

"…What does that mean?"

Lucian's voice remained steady.

"It means your existence left traces."

Selina frowned.

"That's not possible."

"It is," he said.

A pause.

Then softer—

"It is when the timeline breaks incorrectly."

Selina felt something tighten faintly inside her chest.

Not pain.

But pressure.

Like something unseen was pushing against her thoughts.

"You're saying I already died before this life," she said slowly.

Lucian did not deny it.

That silence was answer enough.

Selina took a slow step back without realizing it.

Her mind refused to accept it immediately.

Because it created too many contradictions.

Too many missing explanations.

Too many gaps that shouldn't exist.

"I don't remember that," she said.

"You were not meant to," Lucian replied.

Selina looked at him sharply.

"Then why do you remember?"

That question finally made him still.

Completely still.

For a fraction of a second—

something deeper surfaced in his expression.

Not emotion.

Not vulnerability.

Something closer to burden.

"I was the one who caused the divergence," he said quietly.

The words struck the room differently this time.

Heavier.

Final.

Selina didn't respond immediately.

Because this wasn't a theory anymore.

It was confession.

"You…" she began slowly, "caused it?"

Lucian nodded once.

"Yes."

A pause.

Then softer—

"And I have been trying to correct it ever since."

Silence.

Selina felt her thoughts slow slightly.

Not confusion.

Processing.

"Correct what exactly?" she asked.

Lucian looked at her fully again.

And this time—

his voice carried something that was no longer detached.

It was controlled.

But honest.

"You surviving."

That single sentence landed differently.

Not as protection.

Not as romance.

But as consequence.

Selina stood still.

The world outside the glass continued to move.

But inside this room—

nothing felt stable anymore.

"You're saying my survival is a mistake?" she asked quietly.

Lucian's expression tightened slightly.

"No," he said immediately.

A pause.

Then lower—

"I am saying your survival is the only reason anything is still functioning at all."

Silence followed.

Selina looked at him for a long time.

Trying to find logic.

Trying to find manipulation.

Trying to find anything that would make this feel less real.

But Lucian Blackwood did not look like a man creating lies.

He looked like someone holding something together that was already breaking.

Finally, Selina spoke again.

"If what you're saying is true," she said carefully, "then why tell me now?"

Lucian's gaze held hers steadily.

"Because the fractures are increasing," he said quietly. "And soon, you will start remembering without me telling you."

A pause.

Then softer—

"And I cannot control what you remember after that point."

Silence.

Selina felt something shift inside her again.

Not understanding.

Not clarity.

But inevitability.

Like a path had already been chosen before she ever stepped onto it.

Lucian turned slightly back toward the glass.

But his voice remained directed at her.

"There is one thing you need to understand," he said quietly.

Selina didn't speak.

She waited.

Lucian's reflection in the glass looked distant.

But his words did not.

"You are not being pulled into a new life," he said.

A pause.

"You are returning to one that refused to end properly."

And for the first time—

Selina Vale felt something inside her begin to question not just her present…

but the reality she had always believed was hers.

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