SLOANE POV
I said goodnight to him, and I walked away.
I did not slam the door. I was not yelling, I was not shaking, and I was not trying to think of mean things to say back to him. I just ended the conversation calmly, left the room, and shut the door behind me.
I went upstairs, sat on the edge of my bed, and stared at the ceiling for a long time.
You are a coward.
I meant it when I said it but hearing him say that he did not want to let me go, and that he cared about keeping me safe, really surprised me.
But as I thought about it, I laughed to myself. I almost believed him for a split second. A horny man will go to any length, and say absolutely anything, just to make you feel loved so he can get what he wants.
But why give a speech about self-control? At times, he really confused me. One moment, he has his mouth all over me, and the very next moment, he is trying to portray a sense of self-control.
I thought about that, and then, I tried to go to sleep.
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