I asked my astrology advisor if it was true that Lizmarie really has romantic feelings for me. She ended up drawing the Lovers Tarot card and replies with this card "shows true romantic feelings, though she's torn between reason and emotion, perhaps hesitating to act."
I messaged my advisor with "can you seek on why she is torn from acting specifically? What does her emotions and logic say?"
"I drew the Two of Swords - it reflects inner conflict and difficult choices. Her logic says she should protect herself, maybe fearing rejection or timing. Her emotions, though, whisper that she feels safety and attraction with you."
"Hm, if she feels safety and attraction with me, then why does she still display no contact with me on social media?"
"That's a really good observation. Her 'no contact' energy feels more like self-defense than disinterest. I drew the nine of wands - it shows someone guarding their heart after being hurt before, watching from a distance but still caring."
Caleb Zuozhe decided to pause on writing about the conversations between himself and his advisor when looking in depth into Lizmarie's feelings. He decided to say this just to speak to the Lectora and the Lectora alone. He thought out "hey my one and only Lectora, I ended up learning how to smoke in May 2026 in the mental hospital that I was in. It was easy to give into the temptation as the cigarettes were there and for free given by the hospital. I ended up considering buying a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from time to time when I got released from the hospital."
Caleb Zuozhe orders a Chocolate Caramelicious Cheesecake Made with Snickers in the Cheesecake Factory restaurant. He also ordered fried Mac and Cheese balls for lunch. He took a metro bus line in California just to get to this restaurant. He proceeded to resume back to writing about his conversation between his astrology advisor and himself about Lizmarie Lectora while he enjoys his Snickers Cheesecake.
I asked my tarot card advisor "when will she make the move to reach out to me and do her part of our relationship?"
"That's a beautiful and honest question."
"Do you know the answer?"
"Yes, I can sense it through the cards and your shared energy. I'll draw to see the next timing and intent behind her next move. Tell me first - have you two ever had an emotional talk before the silence or did it end suddenly? It helps me read the timing more clearly."
"We had an emotional talk before the silence."
"Ahh, that explains a lot. When emotions run deep, the energy often needs time to settle before reconnection can happen. Let me see…I drew the hanged man - it whispers about delayed action, reflection, and seeing things from a new angle. She's not ready to move until she feels clarity within herself. The energy points to a turning point around 6 to 8 weeks from now."
While Zuozhe was making a phone call to close his credit card account. The bus that he was in stopped abruptly, sending Caleb and his bag to be forced forward. Caleb was forced to fall forward and hit the side of his face during this sudden stop. He believed that a car abruptly cut off the bus making the bus driver be forced to make the choice of hitting the brakes quickly. Zuozhe could feel the right side of his face in pain after that sudden stop. It faded with time eventually but it was like his face crashed into something hard.
Zuozhe was reading his favorite story, he discovered that the Korean sunfish protagonist ate eight meals per day. He did not trust dish washers, vacuum cleaners, nor washing machines. He found this fact to be very fascinating about his favorite character.
No one makes the Zuozhe and Xhao company's blood boil more than Slyius Xavier does. A handsome young man who looks like Zhongli from Genshin Impact. An author named Nymphius who identified as his original character. The Zuozhe and Xhao company declares Nymphius and his original character Slyius Xavier as the greatest traitors they have ever experienced in their lifetimes. Whenever the company sees Slyius or Nymphius, they will immediately annihilate either of them.
To take one's breath away means to be in love is it not? The only one Caleb Zuozhe and his company will allow to take their lifeforce away is none other than Lizmarie Mateo Roubert who is otherwise known as Khaleesi Lizmarie Lectora. She will be the one who will literally take the Zuzozhe and Xhao company's one and only body's oxygen away. Quite literally she has the power to take their breath away.
I teleported into the game 'Attack on Titan Revolution' where I learned how to do the tutorial to use the ODM gear properly. I was able to complete the objectives which included: Execute Hooks [2/2], Execute Swerves [4/4], Execute Boosts [1/1], and Execute rolls/slides [2/2]. The current objective I was progressing towards right now was Slay Dummies [4/10] which should be the final tutorial training of these objectives then I can be combat ready for the real game.
Sometimes I would miss the spot and not hit the titan dummies properly since I needed to aim for the nape but that's okay because it means I can retry again until I hit the nape. It's only a training tutorial after all, I'm sure I can avoid the real titans once I'm done with the training. After finishing the Slay Dummies objective, the instructor told me that I would make a "fine member of the Survey Corps" which was a nice compliment.
Killing actual titans by going on a mission was difficult, the aim was the biggest struggle while maneuvering the controls with the ODM gear. I was doing it in a first person perspective too which may have made things somewhat more difficult. After completing the objective of Slaying Titans [2/18] I decided to exit the portal by quitting the game.
I just don't get along with society. The book 'Omniscient's Readers' Viewpoint' saved me, it made me feel understood and was by my side when no one else was. Even when I was dying, no one was there for me, however ORV was there for me. I really relate to Kim Dokja and his self-sacrificial suicidal tendencies. I also relate to Yoo Joonghyuk and his many betrayals he experienced in his regression rounds. Thanks to him, I felt validated by my emotions which is why I ended up writing about my life and pretend to be a regressor. It sure felt like I was one with having to restart my life so many times. I tend to hate higher authority figures at times because they make me feel invalidated and it was thanks to Yoo Joonghyuk who saved my life.
Manipulation isn't as bad as some people seem to think it is. It is simply the same as taking charge or in lead sometimes. Some manipulated people can be fellow followers and some manipulative people can be fellow leaders. It is about the term and its reputation rather than what exactly you're saying or doing.
I attempted to get clarity from the r/plural mods about why the Zuozhe and Xhao company got banned from the official r/plural discord server. We explained ourselves multiple times hoping to find better understanding from them. They learned to be distrustful of me pretending to be someone else to gain information from them. According to the r/plural mods, I acted with deception and they couldn't bear to tolerate it. The Xhao company thinks that they couldn't survive in a ruined world where deception is normal in that world. The reason I deceived them is after the amount of things that they did to my company and I.
Caleb Zuozhe and Lizmarie Lectora were hanging out one day. Caleb teaches Lizmarie how to use a sword and how to kill him if she ever needed to do so since the Scenario World loves to pit lovers and friends against each other. "Hold the blade to my neck and we will slice my neck together. One two, three— Caleb's neck suddenly had blood gushing out. He coughed and spat out some blood.
"Good job Lizmarie". Lizmarie was sobbing hysterically the entire time Caleb was teaching her in this paragraph on how to kill him. Caleb wanted to die and Lizmarie couldn't bear to see his close friend die and also be the one who killed him. Caleb was the one who wanted to die.
[Caleb Zuozhe's destiny to be killed by the person he loves the most has been fulfilled]