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Chapter 36 - Breaking the Silence

The house remained a theater of silence. Every time I saw my father, the question burned on the tip of my tongue—When? Who is she? Why didn't you tell me?—but I swallowed it down. To ask was to force the reality into the light, and I wasn't ready. I was nineteen, carrying the weight of a woman's responsibilities, but in the quiet of my heart, I was still just a child terrified of the floor falling out from beneath me. I chose the comfort of denial. If I didn't speak the words, maybe the change wouldn't be quite so permanent.

​The next morning, the air at college felt different. I handled my notebook to Luca.

​"Thanks," he said with a low voice.

​"You're welcome," I replied, forcing a smile that didn't quite reach my eyes.

​Around us, the room hummed with speculation. Look at them. Are they back together? Did they make up? The whispers were like buzzing insects, irritating and inevitable. I didn't care. I refused to let their gossip dictate my boundaries. We became friends again, and I didn't want to raise any problems because I couldn't afford to do that.

​The days fell into a predictable, mechanical rhythm: lectures, the library, the long commute home. But each evening, the return to my home felt more like a slow-motion eviction.

A few days later, the kind aunt who had gave me company in that empty house—came to the kitchen. When she was cooking, she told me softly, "Iris, there are still a few days left before the wedding, but please—you must take care of yourself. Even after I am gone, you must not let your guard down. If you ever feel overwhelmed or if the sadness becomes too much, you call me. Do you understand? Promise me."

​I nodded, unable to speak, my throat tight. I knew she was just being polite but still it meant a lot to me.

​"I'm still here for now," she reminded me, her voice gentle. "But you are stronger than you think. Just... don't lose yourself in all this."

​I stood there, the silence of the kitchen feeling less like a cage and more like a shared space of understanding. For the first time in days, the crushing weight in my chest felt just a fraction lighter.

When she left, I felt that the last trace of warmth in the house evaporated while I stood in the kitchen, the silence rushing in to fill the space where her voice used to be. A sharp, stinging ache blossomed in my chest.

​Don't do this, I told myself, clutching the counter until my knuckles turned white. Stop it.

​I walked to my room and sat on the bed, staring at the blank walls. Everyone leaves, I reminded myself, the mantra sounding hollower than ever. You let go of your mother. You can let go of a cook. Don't be weak. Don't get attached. Attachments are just anchors that drown you.

​I forced myself to breathe. I clicked on my music, drowning out the emptiness, and pulled my textbooks toward me. I would study until my eyes burned. I would be strong.

​Two weeks vanished into the void. The calendar on my wall marked the days with cold, clinical indifference. Only few days remained until the wedding. I watched my father move through the house, oblivious to the fact that his daughter was standing in the shadows, waiting for him to finally speak the truth. I was waiting, but as the clock ticked down, I realized that the truth wasn't something he was going to give me—it was something I was going to have to survive.

​The house had become a theater of suffocating anticipation. Every day that passed felt like a slow countdown, and I lived in a fragile state of denial, treating the silence in the house like a protective barrier. If I didn't acknowledge the change, maybe it wouldn't be quite so permanent. But eventually, the weight of the unspoken became too heavy to bear.

​It was a holiday, a rare day when both of us were home. We were sitting at the lunch table, the rhythmic clinking of cutlery the only sound filling the dining room. I had been trying to maintain our old routine, but the air felt thin, charged with a secret he was finally ready to release. As I glanced at the calendar on the wall, I felt a sharp pang—only ten days remained until the date that would reshape our entire existence.

​"Iris," he began, his voice suddenly cutting through the quiet.

​I looked up, my pulse quickening. "Yes?"

​"I have something to say to you. It's been decided. We've set a date."

​I knew exactly what he was talking about, but the instinct to protect my heart took over. I feigned ignorance, my voice deliberately calm. "What has been decided?"

​"My marriage," he said, and the air in the room seemed to vanish. "Only ten days from now, I will be married."

​He spoke of the woman—a person he described with a blend of pity and detached affection, someone he claimed had lived a 'miserable life.' He spoke as if it were a simple business transaction, a matter of logistics. "We've known each other for a long time. It's going to be okay. And you don't have to worry about anything. I've arranged everything."

​I listened, my stomach churning. I forced myself to ask about the ceremony, keeping my tone clipped and professional. "A big celebration? A banquet hall?"

​"No," he dismissed, waving a hand. "Just family—your aunt and uncles, a few of her friends. And it won't be here. I've arranged for everything to happen at her sister's home. I've already handled the finances, the shopping, the plans. Everything is finished."

​Everything is finished.

​The realization hit me harder than the news itself. He wasn't asking for my blessing. He wasn't even asking for my thoughts. He was merely notifying me of his finished life.

​"Oh," I said, the word feeling hollow in my throat. "I see. "Everything has been decided. Just do it, then. It's your life, Father. You can do whatever you want. You don't have to explain anything to me."

​He seemed relieved by my compliance, completely blind to the sharp edges of my words. "I'll be busy that day," he continued, as if discussing a weekend trip. "I've arranged for your sister and brother-in-law to stay here. They'll look after you, and I've ordered food to be delivered. You don't have to do anything but rest."

​My heart felt like it was fracturing. It was hilarious, in a dark, cruel way—the way he framed this as 'taking care' of me, when he was actually just clearing me out of his path. He wasn't asking for my permission; he was declaring his autonomy.

​Suddenly, his phone buzzed on the table. He glanced at the screen, and I knew—without him saying a word—who it was.

He hesitated, then answered, his voice low and hurried. "I am eating right now," he said into the phone, his tone apologetic. "Please, give me some time. I will call you back as soon as I finish."

​He finished his meal with a frantic, awkward haste, barely meeting my eyes before he pushed his chair back and retreated toward his room. The moment the door clicked shut behind him, the last of my resolve crumbled.

​I stood up, my movements frantic as I hurried to clear the table, my throat tight, my eyes stinging with the salt of unshed tears. The kitchen felt like a cage. After finishing my work, I pushed into my room and slammed the door, finally alone with the crushing weight of everything I had been trying to suppress.

​Iris tried to maintain the peace by staying silent, but her father's 'declaration' has forced her to confront the reality she feared. He is moving on, and he has made it clear that she is a guest in her own home.

​Now that the truth is out, will Iris continue to manage by herself, or is this the moment she decides to stop playing the submissive daughter?

​Her father is clearly prioritizing his new life—will he notice the distance growing between him and Iris, or is he too focused on the woman on the other end of the phone?

​Everything is decided, and Iris is being left behind in a home that no longer feels like hers. How much longer can she stay quiet? Stay with us to find out the answers.

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