I needed to talk this through with Derrick.
"Bethany," I groan, hating myself for stopping, "I need to deal with these feelings. I am in no way rejecting you, so please please don't see it like that. I love you, I won't stop feeling that. But I need to figure this out. It doesn't make sense how I can feel so strongly for you after finding my true mate. I also want to discuss your home life situation with my father… see if we can look after you and your mum. I can't let you two try and handle everything on your own here, alone. I want to help you." I ramble, jumbling things up, but I don't care. I want to make her feel wanted, loved, but I need to clear my head.
Bethany lifts her head from my chest where she was nibbling, sucking over my nipples- one skill she always had over me was the power to turn me on with a few movements of her lips, "I understand Douglas. This is as overwhelming for you as it is for me. Just… please call me… come round or something."
