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Chapter 87 - Chapter 87: When I Woke Inside What Remained

I did not open my eyes.

Because there were no eyes to open.

For a moment—

or for an eternity—

I existed only as awareness drifting through fragments of light.

No heartbeat.

No breath.

No sensation of weight.

Only the feeling that something had ended…

and forgotten to erase me with it.

Then the reflections appeared.

Hundreds.

No—

thousands.

Versions of myself suspended in endless darkness like shards trapped inside frozen water.

Some stood still.

Some screamed silently.

Some looked directly at me as if they had been waiting.

And some…

looked afraid.

I tried to move.

The reflections moved first.

The version of me from the First World lifted his head slowly, light dripping from his shoulders like rain falling upward.

Another version stood beneath the frozen sky of the Fifth World, blood running from his eyes.

One carried the black flame from the Gate of Space Shadow.

One held Sira's hand.

One stood alone beside Rico Valentino's broken body.

And one—

farther than the others—

had no face at all.

Yet somehow…

I recognized him more than the rest.

A pulse crossed the void.

The reflections trembled simultaneously.

Then they began whispering.

Not with voices.

With memories.

Fragments tore through me without warning:

The sea of Aria swallowing light.

The floating city collapsing inward.

The Blue Guardian whispering from beneath the water.

The Ninth World opening like a wound in reality.

The White Gate bleeding blue fractures into the sky.

Every world.

Every failure.

Every choice.

All of it remained here.

Stored.

Waiting.

I reached toward the nearest reflection.

The one beneath the ice.

Its expression mirrored mine exactly—

except for the fear.

When my fingers touched the surface,

the reflection did not break.

It separated.

The glass-like layer unfolded outward silently.

And suddenly—

gravity returned.

I fell.

Not downward.

Through memory itself.

Scenes surrounded me in violent flashes.

The First Garden.

The drowned city.

The endless towers.

The chamber beneath the bridge.

Sira turning toward me inside collapsing light.

Then—

darkness.

Cold ground slammed beneath my feet.

I staggered forward.

The surface under me shifted immediately.

Not stone.

Not metal.

Compressed moments layered together like unfinished structures trying to imitate reality.

I looked down.

Beneath the transparent floor,

I could see scenes moving slowly beneath me.

Different worlds.

Different timelines.

Different versions of events.

Some I remembered.

Some I didn't.

One showed Ryan aiming his rifle at me.

Another showed Elise walking away while the Seed dimmed in her hands.

Another—

showed me kneeling before something hidden behind blue light.

The scene vanished before I could understand it.

The world around me breathed.

Not metaphorically.

I heard it.

A deep, slow vibration crossing the emptiness beyond sight.

The reflections above me began rotating slowly.

Like stars orbiting an invisible center.

Then the voice came.

Not from ahead.

Not behind.

From somewhere impossibly close.

"What you kept… is still here."

My body froze.

Not because I feared the voice.

Because I knew it.

But I could not remember from where.

I turned sharply.

Nothing.

Only endless layers of suspended reflections.

Then another sentence crossed the void:

"What you abandoned… followed you."

The ground beneath me pulsed.

A narrow pathway formed ahead.

Thin lines of pale light connected into unstable shapes,

barely holding themselves together.

I stepped forward cautiously.

The moment my foot touched the path,

the space behind me collapsed into darkness.

No return.

No retreat.

Only forward.

The air grew heavier with each step.

Not physically.

Existentially.

As though this place measured something inside me every second I remained alive.

Then I noticed the shadows.

At first,

they looked like distortions moving beneath the transparent floor.

But they were not reflections.

They moved independently.

Watching.

Waiting beneath the layered memories.

One stopped directly under me.

Its shape resembled mine.

But taller.

Distorted.

Its head tilted upward slowly.

And suddenly—

the reflections above me shattered violently.

Light exploded across the void.

I stumbled backward as fragments rained around me like frozen stars.

Inside every fragment,

I saw a different ending.

In one,

the worlds burned blue.

In another,

the towers vanished entirely.

In another,

Sira disappeared without leaving a trace.

And in the final fragment—

I saw myself standing completely alone in absolute darkness.

No Seed.

No system.

No worlds.

Only silence.

Then the fragment whispered:

"You were never meant to cross this far."

The light died instantly.

The shadows beneath the floor disappeared.

The pathway ahead widened slowly into a massive circular structure suspended over nothingness.

At its center floated a sphere of pale blue light.

Cracked.

Breathing.

Alive.

Every reflection in the void turned toward it simultaneously.

Then I realized something horrifying.

They were not looking at the sphere.

They were looking at me.

A violent tremor crossed the structure.

The sphere cracked further.

And from inside it…

a hand emerged.

Human.

Motionless.

Covered in blue fractures.

My chest tightened.

The Seed reacted immediately.

Not with fear.

Recognition.

The hand slowly opened.

Inside its palm rested a small silver object.

A key.

No—

half of one.

Then the familiar voice returned again,

closer than before:

"You carried the trace beyond the Ninth."

A pause.

"You survived the Tenth."

Another crack split the sphere.

"And now…"

The reflections began whispering louder.

The world around me darkened.

The pathway behind me vanished completely.

"…the Eleventh World will decide what remains of you."

The sphere burst open.

Blue light flooded the void.

And for a single impossible second—

I saw the true shape of this world.

Not a place.

Not a system.

Not even a layer.

But a collection of everything that had been erased…

and refused to disappear.

Then the light consumed everything.

And somewhere beyond it—

something opened its eyes.

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