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Chapter 12 - Chapter 11.1 – 2 Years (Part 1)

Silence, after a long time, had finally returned.

It wasn't the empty silence of abandonment, nor the tense silence of waiting for danger, but a full, dense silence, charged with the echo of nine days and nine nights that had redefined every atom of my existence.

A deep sigh, which was more a rebirth than a simple act of breathing, filled my lungs.

The air in the room was still heavy, saturated with an aroma that any other creature would have found offensive.

But to me, it was the very essence of life, of pleasure, and of surrender.

It was the smell of Nala and me, of sweat, of scaly skin heated by fervor, of the unique sweetness of her fluids, of the raw, powerful pheromone that had permeated every corner, every crack in the wood, every fiber of the furs that lay in a glorious, wet disorder on the floor.

My muscles protested with a sweet ache, a bittersweet reminder of the fury with which we had clung to each other, again and again, as if each union were the last, as if the world were going to end at dawn.

But it hadn't ended. We had emerged, or rather, we had descended from that whirlwind, and now we lay intertwined, our bodies a mosaic of faint scratches, soft bites, and the satisfied fatigue left behind by the fully natural divine act in which we had been engaged until recently.

My eyes, adapted to the dimness, traced Nala's profile beside me. Her breathing was slow, deep, a calm rhythm speaking of peaceful, healthy exhaustion.

The light of dawn, a faint violet glow filtering through the window, settled on the curves of her body, now more pronounced and prominent. My gaze stopped, as it had countless times in recent days, on the soft but unmistakable prominence of her belly.

There, under the smooth skin and resistant scales of her lower abdomen, there were four little things.

Four small worlds in formation that we had created together.

A wave of an emotion so primitive and vast that it had no name ran through me. It wasn't just pride, nor just tenderness; it was territorial possession, a genetic connection, and a responsibility rooted in the deepest part of my being as a predator turned protector.

With a slow movement, so as not to wake her, I disentangled my legs from hers. The skin of my thighs separated from hers with a subtle, sticky sound. The fresh morning air touched my sweaty skin, making my scales bristle.

It was time to move. Life, routine, demanded its space, even after a cataclysm of intimate, personal pleasure.

My first target was the gem. There, on the roughly carved wooden shelf by the door, it rested. The object that had made it all possible. Not just the miraculous healing of her ribs, but this renewed energy, this superhuman endurance that had allowed us to devote ourselves to each other with an intensity that would have killed any human.

I took it carefully. It wasn't hot, nor cold. It transmitted a subtle vibration, a pulse of latent power resonating with the beat of my own heart.

It was an extension of me, I knew, but it was also a mystery. A mystery that, for now, had chosen to bless us.

Leaving the room, I turned one last time. Nala had moved, her yellow eyes, half-closed but lucid, watching me.

There were no words. We didn't need them at this moment.

In the depth of her gaze was a quiet satisfaction, an intimate complicity transcending the physical. It was the recognition of having shared a journey to the limit, of having seen each other in a state of absolute vulnerability and power at the same time.

I smiled at her, a gesture that still felt strange on this bony face, and she responded with a slow blink, a guttural purr vibrating in the air like a perfect final chord.

I closed the door behind me, and it was like crossing a threshold between two dimensions. The air in the main room was notably fresher, purer.

The smells of wood, clean earth, and the remains of dry herbs hanging from the beams replaced the overwhelming fog of pheromones.

I inhaled deeply, clearing my lungs. The euphoria of the moment mixed with a deep exhaustion, but it was a good tiredness, that of a warrior after a won battle. (though I was completely drained by her)

I stretched my arms above my head, feeling my muscles tense and then relax, my joints creak softly.

The gem, without a doubt, had worked on us. It not only replenished us, it improved us. With each cycle of exhaustion and recovery, I felt a palpable increase in my strength.

I could feel it in the density of my muscles, in the ease with which I moved my body.

And in Nala, it was even more evident.

Her new curves weren't just voluptuous; they were refined, primal physical power.

Her wider hips would give her a more stable center of gravity, a strength in jumping and running that would surpass everything before. Her thighs, thicker and more defined, were columns of muscle ready for explosive kicks or running.

It was as if the gem had taken the essence of what she was and elevated it to its ideal, natural maximum expression.

A dull, cheerful roar from my stomach interrupted my reflections.

Nine days. Nine days living on the gem's energy nectar and other different but exquisite fluids.

It was time for solid food.

I decided breakfast would be crimson lizard steaks, a dense, protein-rich meat, with a side of rice. Something solid, comforting, that would fill the void left by those days of frenzy.

As I took the meat out of the improvised fridge—a cool stone cabinet excavated at the base of the cabin—I mentally assigned the task to Nala.

—Honey —I said, my voice a little hoarse from prolonged disuse—, could you take care of the room?

She needed no more. She nodded from where she was, a slow but understanding gesture. She knew, as well as I, the state in which we had left our home.

As I lit the stove and placed the large pan (it's a type of large skillet, for those who don't know) of metal over the flames, my ears, always alert, caught the sounds of her efforts on the other side of the door.

I heard her enter, and then, almost immediately, the sound of her holding her breath. The aroma emanating from there was, even for us, overwhelming. A thick, sweet, mossy fog, charged with the most primal essence of our bodies. It was so potent it stung the nose, an intoxicating mix of sweat, intimate fluids, and Nala's unique natural pheromone that had always driven me crazy, but now, concentrated for days, was almost a physical wall I could touch.

I smiled to myself, imagining any human, one from my old world, entering there.

They would surely faint, overwhelmed by the raw animality of the environment, an aroma resembling that of an animal pen, only much stronger.

Nala was having a hard time. I heard her enter with determination, hold her breath as long as possible while hastily gathering the furs from the floor, then leave almost running, gasping, desperately seeking the cabin's clean air.

After each foray, I watched her from the kitchen head directly to the water barrel and wash not only her hands, but her arms, feet, and even wet her head and neck, rubbing with an urgency betraying how penetrating that smell was.

It was as if the essence of our lust adhered to her skin, and she, with senses infinitely sharper than mine, couldn't bear it.

The furs, poor things, were lost. Soaked, stained, and saturated with us to a point of no return. No cleaning could save them. The only sensible solution, even the most respectful, was to give them a ceremonial end in the fire.

They would be an offering to those days, a symbol that one stage was ending to make way for another.

Meanwhile, the aroma of meat frying in its own fat began to rise, dominant and savory. The sizzle of the steaks was comforting music, a sound of normality, of life moving forward. The smell of cooking meat, of spices—a little ground earthly garlic and a pinch of the spicy sage we liked so much—began to win the battle, gradually replacing the vestige of our love marathon.

It was the smell of home. Of our home.

A deep feeling of satisfaction filled my chest, as tangible as the stove's heat. I looked around, the cabin I had built with my own hands, now filled with a hard-won peace. My partner, my Nala, was stronger than ever, and soon, we would be parents.

The word, so alien to my previous life, resonated in my mind with terrifying naturalness. Parents. Of four. A wave of anticipation, free of fear, full of fierce determination, seized me.

This was right. Natural, and good.

As the meat reached its perfect point—crispy golden on the outside, juicy and pink on the inside—I took care of the rice. I carefully measured the grain, washing it meticulously in a bowl of cold water until the water ran clear. I put it to boil with water and an exact pinch of salt, just enough to enhance its flavor without masking the meat's main taste.

I wanted everything to be in perfect harmony, a reflection of the synchronicity Nala and I now shared. Every gesture, every culinary decision, was an act of love, care towards her and towards the life growing inside her.

Taking advantage of the rice cooking over low heat and the meat resting off the fire, retaining its juices, I decided the entire cabin deserved a rebirth. I took a cloth of resistant fiber and a bucket of clean water. For nine days, dust had settled with impunity on the tables, the shelves where I kept tools and herbs, and the packed earth floor.

Each pass of the damp cloth not only cleaned the surface but seemed to symbolically erase the traces of lost time, or rather, time invested in us.

Cleaning the window's edge, I remembered the image of Nala leaning there, her silhouette outlined against the moon, turning to look at me with a smile promising the storm of pleasure to come.

Wiping the wooden table, I felt the echo of her back against the surface, the sound of her ragged breathing as my hands roamed her body. Even the specks of dust seemed to hold the echoes of our moans and whispers.

I smiled.

By the time I calculated it must be around ten in the morning, everything was ready. The cabin smelled clean, of damp earth and hot food. The steaks, cut into thick strips, were arranged on a wooden platter, emanating an irresistible steam.

The rice, white and fluffy, had turned out perfectly, ready to absorb the meat's juices.

I had avoided the spicier spices, though I sometimes liked the fire in my mouth. She, in her state, preferred subtler flavors, and respecting her tastes, her needs, had become as natural an instinct as breathing after everything we'd been through together.

It was an everyday act of love, one of the thousand ways I showed her what I felt.

I called her with a soft growl, a sound I knew she associated with food and calm.

She appeared in the doorway, already clean, her purple skin shining as if freshly polished by the morning dew.

Her eyes, those feline yellow eyes now seeing through me with terrifying clarity, scanned the scene: the clean table, the steaming food, me standing by it, waiting for her.

A slow smile, charged with infinite tenderness, formed on her lips.

We sat down to eat. She devoured with an endearing voracity, a physical need testifying to the days of food fasting. Her jaws crushed the meat with bestial efficiency, and I couldn't stop watching her, marveling at each of her movements.

These nine days had transformed us completely. If before we were two solitary beings who had found refuge in each other, now there was a complicity permeating everything. It was palpable in the way our gazes met across the table, charged with secret meaning; in how her tail coiled slightly around the leg of my bench, a constant, reassuring contact; in how our bodies seemed to move in a synchronized dance even in the simplest acts, like passing the rice bowl.

We were a team. A unit. Like those long-married couples I sometimes glimpsed in memories of my past life, those who had been together for decades and still found reasons to blush with a touch of hands.

And then, my gaze, again and again, was drawn to her belly. Round. Fertile. Full of a quadruple future that would undoubtedly be precious. During our ardent encounters, my hands, my claws, had explored every centimeter of that swelling, and in the stillness following the climax, I had placed my open palm on it, feeling with astonishing clarity the four distinct presences, the four eggs growing inside her.

Our offspring. The emotion this stirred in me wasn't the anxiety of the unknown, but the quiet certainty of the natural, of what is destined to be. It was a feeling as organic as the instinct to hunt or protect my territory.

Every time I touched her abdomen, I felt a wave of tenderness so fierce it almost bent my back and made me want to speak to her belly about all this, mixed with absolute responsibility.

While eating, I noticed that thoughtful look of hers, those yellow eyes sometimes seeming to look beyond the cabin's walls, towards a distant horizon. I knew what she was imagining because I imagined the same: our future. A future with cubs. Four little versions of us, running around the cabin, filling the air with their cries and games.

As her husband and as the male, my duty was to carve that future into reality, make it safe, solid, impervious to the threats of this world and beyond.

My mind was already drawing plans, calculating efforts: expand the cabin, build an additional room, reinforce the palisades, secure a food supply for the winter that would be inexhaustible, hunt more, store more, protect more.

Suddenly, a wave of heat, so intense it was almost physical, ran through my chest and expanded throughout my body. It wasn't the heat of carnal desire (though that was always present).

It was that other love, the one I couldn't contain, the one that made me smile like a fool for no apparent reason, the one that transformed every mundane task into an act of devotion. Nala noticed and looked up from her plate.

Her eyes met mine, and she responded with one of those slow, radiant smiles of hers that had the power to stop time.

Her beauty at that moment left me breathless. The way the morning light caressed the curves of her scales, highlighting the subtle golden rings that now seemed to shine brighter; the way her eyes, completely free of pain and the shadow of death, reflected a mix of indomitable strength and vulnerability only I could see.

Just when I thought not to interrupt her meal, to let her fully satisfy herself, she did something that broke my heart into a thousand pieces of pure happiness. She put down the metal utensil with a soft click, stood up with that feline grace that seemed accentuated by her body's changes, and approached me. She said nothing. She just leaned in and began to kiss me softly on the cheek. It wasn't one, but several kisses, small, warm, each charged with a different emotion: gratitude, belonging, deep love, and peace.

So much peace. So very much peace.

There was nothing lustful in that gesture, only crystalline purity, an emotional depth that shook me to my core.

It was a love so transparent, so free of ties, that it almost hurt with its intensity.

I wrapped my arms around her, tightly, feeling the warmth of her body against my chest, the soft, constant beat of her heart syncing with the accelerated hammering of mine.

This, this simple and profound moment of silent connection, was, without a doubt, the best thing that had happened to me since I woke up in this alien world, alone and confused.

In the silence, I renewed my vows and my primordial promises.

I would protect her and the four beings growing in her womb.

I would be the father and husband they deserved. I would build a home not just of wood and stone, but of love and security, a place where fear had no place, where our children's laughter would fill every corner and the echo of our story would endure in the beams.

I knew, for obvious reasons, that someday those four eggs would come out of her and then break, and the cubs would grow, become strong, and probably fly off on their own, seeking their own path in the world. But today, in this perfect instant, charged with the aroma of food and cleanliness, with Nala's warmth in my arms and the promise of the future beating in her belly, I chose not to think about future farewells. (Which are still a long way off, anyway)

Today, I just wanted to breathe her essence, caress the strong, soft skin of her back, and let this peace, this absolute fullness, envelop us both.

The future could wait.

At this moment, I had everything I needed, everything I wanted, here, in my arms. I looked into Nala's eyes, those golden pools of intelligence and love, and saw reflected in them exactly the same feeling. A love that had transcended the physical, the casual, the temporary, to become something eternal, as immutable as the stars shining over our purple world. We were one. Not literally, but we were.

The sensation of her lips against my cheek, soft despite the slightly rough texture of her skin, persisted like a warm ghost even after we parted. The reluctance in that separation was palpable, a magnetic field of affection seeming to stretch between us, making us hesitate before fully breaking contact.

With a sigh that was half contentment, half resignation, Nala returned to her seat, her yellow eyes shining with quiet satisfaction as she resumed her attack on the plate of food. Her appetite, always formidable, seemed to have reached new levels of intensity. I watched, fascinated, how her jaws worked with rhythmic efficiency, crushing the meat with a force that would have splintered any earthly creature's bones.

It was a visceral reminder of her nature, of the powerful beast dwelling beneath that increasingly domesticated facade, shaped by my influence and our bond.

I, for my part, had finished. The portion I had consumed, though generous, paled in comparison to the banquet she was dispatching. (Obviously, being pregnant, she needs to eat much more than me. Even more so when it's four babies.)

With a sense of almost meditative purpose, I stood up and gathered the utensils, heading to the washing area I had set up near the water barrel.

The sound of fresh water falling on the metal plates and cutlery was a familiar, comforting rhythm. I submerged my hands, noticing the contrast between the cold water and the residual heat I still felt on my skin from Nala's proximity.

Each plate was scrubbed carefully, each utensil cleaned of every trace of grease and food. This domestic ritual, so mundane, was deeply gratifying to me.

It was an act of order, of care, of normality in a world that was anything but normal. While my hands performed the automatic movements, my mind, however, wandered far from the cabin.

The corpses of the serpent queen and serpent king had settled in my thoughts like a thorn that stays in your flesh and refuses to leave.

Nine days had passed since their death. Nine days in which the relentless efficiency of nature in this world should have reduced those colossi to piles of clean bones and hide, devoured by a legion of scavengers, from translucent-winged insects to the silver-furred mammals with sharp teeth prowling the forest's margins.

The possibility that they contained some kind of natural decay inhibitor, some toxin or biochemical composition repelling the local fauna, didn't seem far-fetched to me.

This planet was full of peculiarities defying all earthly logic.

The mere existence of Nala, of the three-eyed bear, of the giant snakes themselves, was clear testimony to that. Curiosity, a persistent mental habit from my previous life, pricked at me insistently. I had to investigate. I had to see it with my own eyes.

With the utensils clean and dry, stored in their place, I headed for the door. The gem, my now enigmatic companion, rested on the shelf where I had left it.

I took it almost by reflex (you never know what might happen out there; best to keep it on me), its smooth, cool surface against my palm. Crossing the threshold and stepping outside, the morning air, notably fresher and purer than the cabin's, hit my face.

It was like a shower of reality. A sudden and somewhat embarrassing revelation seized me: despite all the time I had been here, despite having built a home, found a partner, fought epic battles, I actually knew very little about this world.

My knowledge was limited to the immediate surroundings of the cabin, the creatures I had hunted or threatened me, the basic weather patterns. I had never ventured beyond a day's travel.

I should undertake longer journeys, I thought, explore the confines of this reddish-vegetation forest, perhaps find mountains, rivers, or even remnants of other civilizations.

Breathing the air of distant regions would not only satisfy my curiosity but, in the process, might help me understand Nala better.

She had lived here much longer than I had, unless her species had an accelerated maturation cycle I wasn't aware of. In any case, I had appeared here, fallen from the sky or teleported, already as a fully formed adult, with my earthly memories "intact" (well, no, but somewhat), but without a shred of local knowledge, a stranger in a strange land, armed only with human instincts and a body that was no longer human.

My gaze rose, seeking answers in the immensity. The sky, a deep violet-blue, was dotted with clouds moving with majestic slowness. Some were grayish, heavy masses, promising rain that never quite materialized; others shone with a pure, cottony white reflecting the peculiar purple sunlight.

A smile formed on my lips as I distinguished recognizable shapes, a childish game persisting from my childhood on Earth.

Basically, it's seeing recognizable and funny shapes in clouds.

There, a cloud resembled a bearded old man in profile; further on, another took the clumsy silhouette of a frog; a group of smaller cumulus huddled like a pack of sleeping cats. Others, in contrast, lacked defined form, simple amorphous masses fulfilling their impersonal function in the atmosphere.

During my time here, the weather had been remarkably stable. I hadn't experienced torrential rains, hurricane winds, or marked seasonal changes beyond slight temperature variations.

But it was naive to think it would always be like this. Prudence, another inheritance of my humanity, told me I should start preparing for those eventualities.

Store more food, reinforce the cabin, perhaps even build a secondary shelter.

And while doing so, I should take advantage to discover all the functionalities of the gem I now held in my hand, turning it between my fingers under the daylight.

I examined it carefully. It was an oblong stone, a pale yellow and slightly opaque, like a milky topaz. It emitted no heat, no cold, only that subtle, almost imperceptible vibration I had felt from the first day. What were you exactly? A magical gem with its own consciousness, a soul trapped in mineral? The crystallized form of some ancestral spirit of this world?

Or perhaps, and this was the theory that resonated most with me, a piece of advanced technology from a vanished civilization, which for reasons unknown to me had ended up in my possession when I arrived in this world?

Maybe it was a standard survival tool for interplanetary (or interdimensional) travelers, and I was just an accidental tourist. Or perhaps, in a more philosophical twist, it was a physical manifestation of some latent power within myself, an externalization of my will to survive.

No matter how much I reflected, turning it over as I now did with the gem in my hand, I reached no satisfactory conclusion. Frustration began to grow within me, a sharp feeling of helplessness.

Finally, I decided to approach the problem with the bluntness sometimes demanded by the situation. —Can you explain your functions to me, please?— I said out loud, clear and firm, directing my words directly at the stone. —What are all your capabilities?

The silence that followed was, well, just silence and nothing more.

There was no change in vibration, no flash of light, no slightest indication it had heard me.

I remained still for several seconds, holding my breath, observing the gem with an intensity that could have pierced diamond. I opened and closed my hand repeatedly, as if the simple physical act could shake out a response. Nothing. Was it processing my question on some subatomic level? Or was it simply a mute tool absorbing energy from some invisible source and only responding to very specific stimuli?

The uncertainty was deeply frustrating.

After a while of fruitless waiting, I let out a resigned sigh, a sound carrying away some of my hope. It seemed the gem wasn't willing to reveal its secrets so easily.

Or perhaps, I consoled myself thinking, it had exhausted its energies after the nine intense days Nala and I had shut ourselves in the room, during which its power had kept us in a state of renewed vigor again and again.

I decided then to take a walk around the immediate surroundings of the property, more to calm my frustration than with any real purpose. I walked slowly, appreciating the familiar landscape: the silver-trunked, reddish-leaved trees, the ground covered in fluorescent mosses, the soft hum of insects flying in the air.

A strong desire to improve our home, to make it safer, more comfortable, more worthy of the family growing inside Nala, invaded me with almost palpable force. I visualized expansions, a stone fireplace, perhaps even a second floor, a fenced garden... but I recognized with pragmatism that, for the moment, I lacked the time, knowledge, and perhaps the energy needed to undertake such ambitious projects with my own hands.

Instead, I focused on my initial objective, the one that had arisen from my scientific curiosity: investigate the serpent queen's corpse. After nine days, it should be in an advanced state of decomposition, a feast for scavengers and a laboratory for my observations.

Before entering the thicket, I briefly returned to the cabin. Nala had finished her meal and was wiping her snout with the back of her hand, leaving a small trail of grease around her mouth. Her eyes settled on me, questioning. —I'm going to inspect the clearing where I killed the serpent queen— I said, keeping my tone calm so as not to alarm her.

—I'll be back soon.—

She stared at me, her vertical pupils contracting slightly, analyzing my expression. Then, she nodded slowly, a gesture of understanding. But before I could turn around, she stood up and quickly approached me.

Without a word, she rose on the tips of her feet and deposited another soft kiss on my cheek, this time on the opposite side. The action was so spontaneous, so full of pure affection, it left me momentarily speechless. I returned the gesture by leaning forward and responding with a similar kiss, feeling a wave of warmth that had nothing to do with the ambient temperature.

—Don't be long— her eyes seemed to say.

I nodded, and then left the cabin with the intention of examining the corpse.

Moving away from the cabin and entering the path winding between the trees, I could literally feel her gaze fixed on my back, a sensation of loving watchfulness that provoked a silly, prolonged smile.

It was touching, and a powerful reminder of how fortunate I was. Despite her having witnessed the full extent of my power, having seen how I tore apart the giant snakes with a force bordering on divine, she still worried about my safety on a simple exploratory excursion.

Every man, I thought, no matter what world he found himself in, should feel lucky to have a woman who cared for him that way, even knowing he was perfectly capable of taking care of himself.

That selfless concern, that protective instinct extending towards me, created a feeling of warmth in my chest that would accompany me throughout the walk, like a shield against previous frustration.

As I delved deeper into the forest, my senses, always alert, scrutinized the surroundings.

I began actively searching for the bodies of the spiny boars, those armored creatures she had faced and taken down before my fight with the serpent queen.

Their corpses should be scattered around the clearing.

To my surprise, there was no trace of them. Not a bone, not a scrap of tough hide, not even a dark stain of dried blood on the ground.

Most likely, the three-eyed bear, the same one who had helped Nala and then assisted us by carrying her home, had taken them as well-deserved food for herself and her cub.

Or perhaps a pack of efficient, opportunistic silver-furred scavengers had taken care of them, dragging every last edible fragment to their burrows.

Nature here wasted nothing.

I continued walking, my pace constant, driven by curiosity. The journey seemed longer than I remembered, each step echoing in the relative silence of the forest. Finally, the dense foliage began to thin, and the clearing opened before me.

It was a scene of devastation frozen in time: trees split in half or uprooted, deep furrows in the earth where the snake's tail had struck, dark stains of dried fluids.

And in the center of this chaos, there lay a body.

My expectations, based on the disappearance of the boars, were low. I assumed the snake's corpse, an infinitely larger food source, would have met the same fate after nine days. But I was completely wrong, in a way that left my mind reeling.

There lay the serpent queen's body, practically intact. It wasn't that it was partially consumed; it was complete, from the tip of its tail to its crushed head, except, of course, for the catastrophic wounds I had inflicted myself.

I rubbed my eyes in disbelief, as if clearing them would change the image and reveal the clean skeleton my logic demanded.

But it didn't change.

The snake lay like a monument to its own death, imposing and unsettlingly preserved. I approached cautiously, my senses on maximum alert, scanning the area for any threat. I focused on the reptile's head. Its eyes, those golden discs of pure malice that had challenged me, were closed.

A postmortem reflex? Or had rigor mortis sealed the eyelids? I wasn't sure.

I extended a hand and placed it on its skin. The texture was firm, elastic, like a freshly dead animal, not a corpse exposed for over a week. I pressed with my fingers, expecting to find the flaccidity of decomposition, the gaseous swelling.

Nothing. The skin yielded slightly and then regained its resistant shape. My gaze scanned the surface, searching for signs of insect or worm activity.

There were no flies buzzing, no ants forming lines, no worms crawling through the open wounds. The air smelled of damp earth, crushed vegetation, ozone, but there wasn't the slightest sweetish, nauseating stench of rotting flesh.

It was deeply disconcerting, and I dare add frustrating.

The last time I had tasted the serpent queen's meat, after our first encounter, I had found it slightly acidic but perfectly nutritious and satisfying. It had no adverse effects. Why then did the local fauna, with instincts honed by millennia of survival, reject it so absolutely?

Hypotheses crowded my mind. Did the meat contain such a concentration of nutrients or bioactive compounds that it was toxic or indigestible to other species? Or perhaps the venom glands, even after death, exuded a repellent substance, a chemical force field that I, due to my altered constitution or the gem's influence, was immune to?

The question seemed fascinating from an evolutionary biological perspective, a puzzle worthy of study time.

But I decided, with an effort of will, to postpone theoretical musings in favor of the practical, the immediate.

If the meat remained in such pristine condition, it was a resource too valuable to waste. I could take several select cuts, the best steaks, to prepare a special meal for Nala. The taste, though peculiar, had seemed quite pleasant to me, and I was sure she, with her adaptable palate and growing nutritional needs, would love to try something different, such high-quality protein.

With this idea firmly in mind, I got to work.

I took out my stone knife (which I had obviously brought with me), a tool I had carved and sharpened with infinite patience, and began meticulously examining the corpse, looking for the juiciest, most impurity-free cuts.

I focused on the dorsal muscles, thick and well-developed.

As I worked, carefully separating the firm flesh, I couldn't help but marvel at the paradoxes of this ecosystem. Here lay the largest protein source I had seen in this world, a banquet that could feed an entire herd for weeks, and yet, it lay completely ignored, as if surrounded by an invisible "Do Not Touch" sign. Was it possible that my presence in this world had somehow fundamentally altered the natural rules, creating a bubble of anomaly around me?

Or was there something intrinsic to these giant snakes, perhaps a vestige of such an absolute predatory past, that made them forbidden food, taboo, for all native species except me, an outsider, the unexpected, unknown element?

Questions accumulated in my mind faster than my fingers cut the meat, a torrent of unknowns for which I had no answers. For now, I focused on the immediate task, cutting with precision several large, delicious-looking steaks. I wrapped them individually in large, sturdy leaves I found nearby, creating airtight packages, and carefully stored them in the leather backpack I carried on my back (and from which I had taken the knife earlier).

The violet sun had begun its descent, weaving long, ghostly shadows among the shattered trees of the clearing.

It was time to return home, to Nala, with provisions for several days and, ironically, with even more mysteries to solve about this world that now, more than ever, I called home.

It was then, while I was dedicating extreme meticulousness to sectioning what I considered the last and best cut of the serpent queen, that the unexpected happened. The gem, which had remained inert in a rudimentary pocket of my loincloth, suddenly began to pulse with an intense amber light. A surprising heat, not scorching but unmistakable, radiated from it, slightly scalding the skin of my thigh.

Survival instinct made me react immediately; I dropped the stone knife, which fell to the ground with a dull thud, and leaped back several times, putting a safety distance of several meters between me and the corpse. My heart raced, hammering against my ribs. My mind, always alert to danger, flooded with terrifying possibilities in a fraction of a second.

Was the collar, offended by my desecration of the corpse, trying to revive the creature? The proximity to the head, with its curved dagger-like fangs, terrified me.

I imagined those terrifying eyes opening wide, the mouth opening to spit its corrosive acid in a last, desperate act of post-mortem vengeance, an attack for which my reflexes, though extreme, might not be fast enough at close range.

But the voice that emerged from the artifact wasn't the one my paranoia had anticipated. There was no serpent hiss, no cry of revived fury. It sounded clear, metallic, but with a strangely organic cadence, as if an ancient tree had learned to speak: Large amount of organic biomass detected in acceptable state, with multiple damaged sectors. Initiating comprehensive restoration protocol and subsequent storage in personal dimensional space.

Before my brain, still reeling from the context change, could process the full meaning of those words, I witnessed a spectacle that challenged and rewrote everything I thought I knew about the laws of nature, biology, and physics.

The gem's light expanded from its core like a golden, silent wave, enveloping the enormous sectioned body of the snake in a luminous embrace. In less than a second, a process I could only describe as miraculous unfolded before my eyes.

The pieces of the corpse, which I had separated with my knife, began to draw together, moving as if guided by invisible hands. It wasn't a crude welding, a cosmic glue joining the edges.

It was rather a millimeter-by-millimeter regeneration, obscenely precise. I saw how muscle tissues recombined, fibers intertwining again; how layers of fat and skin fused into a single piece without a scar; how individual scales, a vibrant emerald green, rearranged themselves into their original perfect pattern, like pieces of an infinitely complex puzzle solving itself.

The deep wounds I had inflicted during our epic combat, the tail torn by my claws, the fractures from my blows, closed one after another, erasing themselves from existence as if they had never happened, leaving the skin immaculate, as on the day of its birth.

Then, to my absolute and mute amazement, the complete body of the snake, now restored to its primal glory, began to dematerialize.

It dissolved into a whirlwind of countless luminous particles, tiny points of golden light spinning in a hypnotic vortex before being sucked into the gem like iron to a colossal magnet.

In a matter of seconds, the clearing was empty. Where a colossus of flesh and scales had lain, now there was only churned earth and fallen trees.

The serpent queen had been erased from physical reality.

Once the process was complete, which couldn't have lasted more than ten seconds total, a supernatural silence fell over the clearing. Only the beat of my own blood resonated in my ears. I took the artifact with a visibly trembling hand and brought it to my face, my eyes scrutinizing every facet, every tiny imperfection on its surface, which now seemed slightly warmer, as if it had digested a copious meal. —Where is the body?— I asked in a hoarse whisper, my voice breaking with disbelief. —What are you really? Why didn't you answer my questions before?—

My questions, charged with a mix of reverential awe and a frustration now simmering slowly, crashed against an absolute silence, as dense as lead.

The gem had returned to its inert state, a yellow, opaque stone, giving no sign of consciousness, will, or even of having been part of the miracle that had just occurred.

It was as if a god had spoken and then turned to stone, refusing to give further explanations.

I couldn't suppress a click of irritation, a guttural sound escaping my lips as I frowned.

My tail, which always physically demonstrated part of my emotions, now reflected my state of mind by striking the ground with spasmodic, nervous movements, raising small clouds of dust.

The situation was deeply disconcerting, almost insulting. This artifact clearly recognized me as its "host," responded to certain stimuli—in this case, my action of cutting the meat seemed to activate a storage and restoration protocol—but stubbornly refused, with the obstinacy of a rock, to provide me with the fundamental explanations I needed to understand it and master it.

After closing my eyes for a few seconds, seeking a calm that didn't come, I squeezed the gem tightly in my fist, my knuckles paling under the pressure. I wasn't afraid of damaging it; a deep instinct told me its material was indestructible by my forces, however monstrous.

The pressure of my fingers, enough to splinter bone, provoked not the slightest reaction, not a flicker of light.

Raising my gaze to the sky, now tinged with deeper violet hues as the afternoon advanced, doubts assailed me with the force of a hammer blow.

What must I do to deserve answers? Were there specific requirements to fulfill, power thresholds to reach, tests to pass, some arcane special initiation rite?

Uncertainty was beginning to erode my patience, sowing in me a seed of controlled despair I hadn't experienced since my first days in this world, when I woke up alone, terrified, and completely lost.

I decided then to test my theory, that the gem reacted to the presence of giant serpent corpses in a state of "acceptable biomass." I headed towards the place where the serpent king's corpse lay.

I began to run through the forest, my body a black shadow moving with enhanced agility, dodging roots and weeds with a grace half feline, half reptilian.

My mind, however, wasn't on the path, but completely occupied with deciphering the enigma the gem represented. Was it a warehouse? A universal healer? A miniature miracle factory from some video game? The journey wasn't long, and soon I spotted the area of the second combat, a landscape of destruction similar to the first.

Before approaching the body, my attention involuntarily shifted towards a nearby rock formation, a wall of black, eroded stone from which I intuited, by smell and traces, was the entrance to the den of the bear who had helped Nala.

For a moment, I contemplated the possibility of approaching. Perhaps to formally thank her for her help, for her courage, for protecting my companion when I wasn't there.

Or simply to check on her condition and her cub's, in case she had one, and make sure her wounds were healing. But I dismissed the idea almost immediately, with cold pragmatism. Interrupting a mother in her territory, especially one who had recently gone through such an exhausting and traumatic combat, could easily be interpreted as an invasion or a threat.

I didn't want to risk an unnecessary conflict, scare the cub, or have the bear, in an instinctive act of defense, attack me. There was no need. The most sensible thing was to keep my distance and respect her space.

Our paths had crossed in a moment of need, and now each must follow their own for now.

I finally approached the serpent king's body. A somber satisfaction, a primitive feeling of fulfilled vengeance, ran through me upon seeing the one who had hurt Nala, who had caused the pain that almost killed her, now reduced to an inert pile of scales and muscle.

I confirmed it was in the same inexplicable state of preservation as its female counterpart. However, examining it more closely, with my senses on maximum alert, I noticed subtle but crucial differences. While externally it seemed as intact as the queen, I detected a faint, very faint smell of decay emanating from its slightly open mouth.

It wasn't the potent stench of advanced putrefaction, but a sour nuance, a distant echo of death working from within. This suggested that decomposition processes were indeed occurring, but at an extraordinarily slow, glacial rate, and probably from internal organs outward (as it should be, obviously).

This observation perfectly matched the gem's words about the need for restoration before storage.

If the internal organs were decomposing, albeit at a tiny rate, the meat would eventually become unusable, but the regeneration process I had witnessed could reverse even that incipient deterioration, returning the corpse to a state of absolute perfection.

The implication was astonishing, revolutionary. The gem's power wasn't limited to healing living organisms, closing wounds, and fusing bones. It could restore dead organic matter, reverse the entropic process of decomposition, return a corpse to its pristine state. On Earth, such a power would have revolutionized entire fields of knowledge: forensic medicine, allowing analysis of crime victims as if they had just died; archaeology and paleontology, enabling study of extinct specimens with impossible precision; biology itself, understanding cellular processes without the distortion of putrefaction.

I shook my head forcefully, as if I could dislodge those thoughts.

No. I was no longer on Earth. Longing for earthly applications for this power, marveling at its potential from a human perspective, was a futile exercise, a mental dead end. This power was of this world, and I must learn to use it here, for my needs, for ours.

Approaching the serpent king's head, I noticed its eyes were also closed, sealed in an eternal sleep. I began to palpate its skin, noticing the same firm, elastic texture. Following the same procedure as before, almost like a ritual to invoke a response, I took my knife from the bag (which I had picked up before leaving) and began cutting sections of meat from its back, wrapping them in large leaves as I had originally planned, though now with the internal certainty that I wouldn't be taking them home.

As I anticipated, almost wished, the gem reacted almost immediately. The familiar glow returned, bathing the clearing in an amber radiance, and the metallic voice announced with its disconcerting calm: It is detected that the host wishes to store nutritional source for later consumption. Initiating restoration and storage process in personal dimensional space.

The spectacle repeated itself in all its wondrous glory. The golden light enveloped the serpent king, the wounds sealed, the scales regained their oily sheen, the faint smell of decomposition disappeared completely, replaced by the clean smell of fresh meat.

Dematerialization occurred again, this time taking about fifteen full seconds, perhaps because the body was slightly larger or a bit more internally damaged, before the corpse completely vanished from reality, absorbed by the gem.

The frustration I had been containing, fed by the lack of answers and the condescending nature of these automatic revelations, exploded at that moment. —What is this dimensional space?— I shouted at the gem, my voice echoing in the empty clearing. —How do I access it? What other functions do you have? Answer me!—

My questions, increasingly urgent, charged with impotent fury, met the same obstinate silence, the same insulting muteness. The gem remained inert in my hand, a piece of silent stone. Rage ran through me like an electric shock.

I kicked the ground several times, kicking a fallen log so hard I split it in two, behaving childishly, yes, but unable to contain my exasperation.

It was deeply irritating, exasperating, to have access to a tool of apparently unlimited power, but completely lack the instruction manual, the basic understanding to use it correctly, to be its master and not its mere passive carrier.

After several minutes of contained rage, breathing like an enraged bellows, I closed my eyes tightly and forced myself to calm my breathing, to regulate the beats of my heart echoing in my ears like war drums.

Anger would get me nowhere. It would only cloud my judgment.

I must approach this with method, with the patience of a predator stalking elusive prey. I couldn't force the gem to speak. Perhaps I had to earn that right.

Finally, with a cold, determined calm descending upon me, I decided it was time to go home. Nala would be waiting for me, and probably starting to worry if I was much longer. I had many pending tasks requiring my attention; daily life didn't stop for my existential crises over mystical artifacts.

I couldn't afford to obsess over the gem's mysteries when practical needs—food, security, shelter—demanded my active participation. Perhaps understanding would come with time, with experience. Or perhaps, as the gem itself had indirectly hinted, I must reach some particular milestone, some level of authority or maturity to deserve the answers.

For now, the wisest, most mature thing was to move forward, trusting that eventually the artifact would reveal its secrets to me when I was truly ready, not when I wanted to be.

The journey back, under the twilight tinting the sky purple and orange, gave me time to reflect more deeply, with a somewhat calmer mind. If the gem had the capacity to store objects, entire creatures, in a personal dimensional space, what other functions might it hide? The list that occurred to me was as vast as it was terrifying.

Could it cure more complex diseases, mental ailments, genetic malformations?

Could it modify matter at the atomic level, transmute elements? Or even, in a hallucinatory leap, affect time itself, slowing it, accelerating it, or even reversing it in a local area?

The possibilities were so infinite they were overwhelming. This wasn't a simple advanced first aid kit; it was something close to omnipotence, contained in the palm of my hand. And with that power came a responsibility I was only beginning to glimpse.

Catching sight of our cabin in the distance, its familiar silhouette outlined against the darkening sky, a sense of peace, of belonging, began to slowly replace the frustration and wonder that had consumed me.

There would be Nala, I imagined her looking out at the entrance, her comforting silhouette against the landscape that was now the setting for our life. She was my everything in this strange and wonderful world, the main, the purest reason I needed to understand and eventually master the tools at my disposal.

Not just for my own survival or curiosity, but to protect her, to guarantee her well-being, and to secure the future of our offspring, of the four eggs growing in her womb. That thought, more than any other, solidified my determination.

Arriving at the clearing where our cabin stood, my heart calmed upon finding Nala sitting on one of the wooden benches I had carved with my own hands so long ago (not even two months, but that's time).

I saw her chewing with gusto a piece of cold cooked meat, surely leftovers from our last meal she had rescued from the primitive though effective preservation system I had managed to implement. (Or maybe she took it from the refrigerator)

I observed the rhythmic movement of her jaws and noticed, with a flash of clarity, that the portion she held was considerably larger than what she used to eat before.

Her appetite had increased. And it made all the sense in the world, given her condition. The four eggs she harbored inside must demand an extraordinary amount of nutrients to develop. Mentally, I calculated I would need to triple her usual rations, perhaps even more.

The weight of responsibility for feeding her properly settled in me, like a fundamental purpose giving meaning to each of my heartbeats.

Noticing my presence, Nala immediately stood up, leaving the food aside. She approached with that feline grace that never ceased to captivate me and began giving me soft taps on the chest with the palm of her hand, a gesture she had developed to express affection and concern.

I interpreted her body language effortlessly: You're okay. I'm glad you came back safely. I smiled at her, nodded, and told her I would sit with her.

But Nala, with visible effort though full of determination, pointed at the bench and, with difficulty, articulated: "Sit." That simple word, pronounced with her rough but sweet-to-me voice, moved me deeply.

She had been practicing alone, how adorable.

I settled on the carved wood, and then something unexpected happened: Nala sat directly on my lap, leaning her back against my chest. I felt a shiver at the warmth of her skin through the thin loincloth that was my only garment.

That primitive garment, made during my first days of confusion in this world, was beginning to feel insufficient, almost uncomfortable, in moments of intimacy like this.

While my hands found their natural place on her hips, I couldn't help but imagine how Nala would look in real clothes. Not the animal skins she occasionally used for warmth, but garments designed specifically for her body type, respecting her comfort and uniquely exquisite physique.

I visualized a loose top covering her torso with modest elegance, and some form of lower garment adapting to the presence of her tail without restricting her movements.

The mental image was so vivid I could almost feel the texture of soft fabric against her skin.

As if my thoughts had activated a switch in the universe, the gem I still held in my hand began to pulse with a familiar golden light. Once again, that mechanical yet organic voice resonated in the air: The host's desire to create textile material to cover his beloved's body is detected. Initiating garment creation process using synthetic materials known as clothing.

Before either of us could react, a golden light completely enveloped us. Nala let out a slight gasp of surprise, and I could barely keep my eyes open against the glow. In a matter of seconds, the light dissipated, revealing a transformation that left me breathless.

Nala now wore a black top of a soft, flexible material covering her torso without constricting her. The garment was a combination of modesty and elegance, allowing freedom of movement while providing the coverage my earthly mind unconsciously craved.

Complementing the top, she wore a kind of thong ingeniously adapted to accommodate her tail, made of the same dark, elastic material.

The vision impacted me deeply. It wasn't just the novelty of seeing her in clothes, but how these garments highlighted her unique beauty, creating a hypnotic contrast between her wild nature and this flash of civilization.

My breathing involuntarily quickened, and a wave of lust, mixed with overwhelming tenderness, ran through me from head to toe.

She, for her part, began examining her new attire with almost childlike curiosity. Her fingers caressed the top's soft fabric, then explored the lower garment, clearly intrigued by the sensation and purpose of those coverings.

I quickly stood up and began to explain: "This is clothing, Nala. It's good for you to wear it. You walking around naked sometimes makes me uncomfortable/excited, and this is more pleasant."

She looked at me, processing my words, and then a smile formed on her lips before she nodded and hugged me tightly. "Thank you," she murmured against my chest, correctly assuming I was behind this gift, though the true mechanics of the process were much more complex.

At that moment, a crucial connection formed in my mind: the gem responded not only to my conscious desires, but especially when Nala was present. Perhaps our bond, our connection, served as a catalyst to activate its more complex functions. With this new understanding, I took the gem and brought it to my face, closing my eyes and concentrating intensely on my desire to understand its capabilities.

For the first time, the gem directly responded to my internal inquiry. Yes, informing the host. The gem's functions are as follows: Restoration of all organic tissue. Restoration of inorganic materials. Healing, curing, cleaning. Creation processes for simple or slightly complex objects. Medical support and mental support role. Acquisition of knowledge and identification of organic material beneficial for the host's consumption. Enhancement of instincts and increase of physical attributes.

There was a brief pause before continuing: "The host's authority over the gem is not yet high enough, and your physical age and mental maturity are not sufficient to obtain all related knowledge. Later, all the knowledge you wish to know will be given. It is kindly requested that the host be patient and not insist on knowing all functions. Thank you very much for your attention."

The gem then emitted a soft pulsating glow, as if indicating it had entered a new state of operability. My mind raced with the implications. I finally had a concrete list of capabilities, though some limitations remained a frustrating burden.

Determined to squeeze that moment of communication, I quickly formulated more questions internally: "Why are you with me? Who gave you these capabilities?" But the gem remained in absolute silence, completely ignoring these more existential questions.

It seemed governed by very specific rules about what information it could reveal and when.

Nala, who had been watching everything with her large amber-yellow eyes, approached and gently placed her hand on the gem. Then she looked at me with an expression that said, as clearly as words: "We must use this." Her intuition, as always, was incredibly sharp.

In a final attempt, I mentally asked if there were functions it hadn't mentioned. To my surprise, it responded: Among the additional functions is environmental enhancement, which can be used to improve environments or places according to the user's desire. For example, if the host wishes to improve their dwelling, the gem can enhance it, add new structures, and improve objects within it. However, this requires the host to deliver organic and inorganic materials to transform them into energy allowing the creation of these new structures.

My eyes opened wide at that revelation. I could improve our house! It wasn't about simple repairs, but real expansions, significant improvements that would transform our rudimentary cabin into a true, safe, and comfortable home for our growing family.

I looked at Nala, whose expression mirrored my own amazement. Although she probably didn't understand all the complexities, she grasped the essence: that gem could improve our lives in ways we were only beginning to glimpse. She placed her hand on mine (again), the one holding the gem, and her fiercer gaze clearly said she wanted, she needed, us to use this power.

At that moment of deep connection, I understood that the gem was more than a tool; it was a bridge between our two worlds, between my earthly past and our future together in this savage world. And although mysteries remained to be solved and limitations to overcome, for the first time I felt with certainty that we weren't simply surviving.

We were building a life.

Author's Note: Hello, everyone, here's Chapter 11.1 of Halo Concordia. I hope you enjoy the read. It's about ten thousand words.

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