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Chapter 14 - Chapter 13: Only Mine or Our First Kiss

We burst into the swirling crowd, where the air is filled with heat, music, and passion. Katrin confidently places her hand on my chest — her light yet magnetic touch sends shivers through me. She moves smoothly, seductively, every gesture steeped in grace and fire.

I can't look away, mesmerized by her rhythm. The dance stirs something deep inside me, every movement seems calculated to drive me insane. Does she understand what she is doing to me?

She presses so close that I feel the warmth of her body through the thin fabric of her swimsuit. Her lips near my ear, and she whispers:

"Dance with me, don't just stand there. I want to dance only with you."

Her words — a challenge I can't resist. I pull her closer, merging with her in this dance.

Moving more confidently, more boldly, my hands slide along her back, exploring the curves of her body. Finally, my palms rest on her hips, gently squeezing them. She responds to my daring, pressing even closer.

The girl melts into my embrace, her body fully against mine. Her arms wrap around my neck, fingers playing with my hair.

Undisguised passion reads in her eyes, her breathing quickens, and the warmth of her skin is felt more intensely. She laughs softly, her voice gentle yet audacious:

"And what does my Nerd want?"

Her eyes gleam, and I hold my breath for a moment, afraid to break this fragile moment.

"You," I feel the words sear my tongue. "I want to kiss you."

Her lips curl into a slow, seductive smile.

"And why haven't you done it yet?"

"I'm afraid," I admit, lowering my gaze like a child caught in mischief. My voice trembles, and I feel the heat flush my face.

Katrin tilts her head slightly, a strand of red hair falling onto her shoulder, creating a soft contrast with her bright eyes.

"And what are you afraid of?"

I swallow and exhale slowly, trying to calm my racing heart.

"That you won't answer me. Or that... you won't like it. Actually, I've never... with anyone..."

Her gaze softens, and she gently runs her fingers along my cheek.

"I'll answer your kiss," she says with a confidence that soothes the tremor in my body. "And as for the last part... I knew. It was obvious from the start that my boy hasn't had anyone before me."

"And what do you think about that?" I breathe out, barely daring to meet her gaze.

"That we need to change the situation immediately, and we'll start with a kiss."

She laughs, clear and carefree, then turns to me confidently, closing the distance between us to a minimum.

"Kiss me already, my Nerd," she says with a playful excitement that makes my insides boil.

Her gaze holds me captive, and I lean in closer. Nothing can stop me from taking this step anymore.

I press my lips to hers, and everything around disappears. Only we remain. Her taste is gentle, slightly salty, as if a challenge and the promise of the unknown have intertwined.

Our first kiss is breathtaking. The music, voices, noise — all fade away. Only she remains.

Her lips, hot and soft, give me a feeling I have never experienced before. My heart pounds so fast it feels like it will burst from my chest.

Katrin answers with equal passion. I pull her even closer, one hand sliding to the nape of her neck, while the other grips her firm buttock.

Her scent lures me in, her body reaches for mine. Everything feels right, as if the world has clicked into a perfect puzzle.

The kiss didn't last long. Suddenly, she pulled away, leaving me confused.

I look at her, trying to understand — what happened? Did I do something wrong? Did she not like it? Yes, I am inexperienced, a virgin... But was it really that bad?

"Now let's do it like adults," her voice sounds soft but playful, snapping me out of my doubts.

"Like how?" I ask, feeling my cheeks blaze.

"With tongue," she smiles, moving closer. "I'll start first, and you just repeat after me. You'll do fine, don't worry."

Her lips find mine again, this time more demanding. I part my mouth, letting her lead, and simply follow.

Her tongue gently touches mine, then boldly deepens the kiss, forcing me to answer. I thought I wouldn't manage, but Katrin was right. Mimicking her, I feel the kiss ignite, growing more passionate by the second.

The girl's fingers tangle in my hair, and I hold her tighter to myself, feeling every motion, hearing her shaky breath. I want more. Everything inside me screams — I want her to be mine.

Rebel Girl promised to grant my wish. She will be my girlfriend for these two weeks. But I will do everything to keep her by my side much longer.

We keep kissing as if the world has vanished, until the sudden screech of a microphone shatters our little universe.

"One, two. One, two. So, the microphone works," a loud, slightly hoarse voice rings out.

We freeze. The kiss breaks off, but our faces remain so close that our breath intertwines. There is tenderness in Katrin's eyes, but also curiosity about what is happening.

The girl tilts her head slightly and presses against my chest — either seeking protection or enjoying the warmth.

We both turn to the stage. There, on an improvised platform, stands a guy with a microphone. He looks pleased and excited, as if this is his moment of glory.

"I wanted to thank everyone for coming to my party," he begins with exaggerated importance. "Today is the Autumn Festival. We say goodbye to the warmth and welcome the cold. And since this is the last warm week of the year, we decided to throw a party."

He pauses briefly, scanning the crowd, as if waiting for applause.

"Okay, I won't talk too much. Mikhailych, crank the generator to full power. And to all of you — have a fun time tonight!"

A joyful cheer erupts in the crowd:

"Thank you!"

The music bursts out with a new wave of rhythm, filling the space.

A compressor hisses near the stage, and soon foam engulfs the platform, like a cloud descending from the heavens to wrap us in its fluffy magic.

Katrin slightly pulls away, looking directly into my eyes. I can't take my eyes off her — she draws me in like a magnet. Instinctively, I hold her tighter, afraid this moment will dissolve like the foam beneath our feet.

She leans closer, her lips almost brushing my ear. Her voice sounds quiet, but every word pierces my very soul:

"Don't be afraid, I won't run away from you."

These words don't calm me, but only ignite an even stronger desire not to let her go. She is my Rebel Girl.

"We'll kiss more later. Right now, I want to go dance in the foam. So come on, let me go, and let's go!"

Her words snap me out of my trance. I smile, though my heart reaches for the moment that was there a minute ago. But her eyes glow with fun, and her energy is infectious.

I release her from my embrace, unwilling to lose that incredible contact we have just shared. But the girl, sensing that I wasn't ready to let go, leaves her hand in mine as a sign that she is near, and tugs me toward the stage.

"Alright, let's go."

And we step into this snow-white fairy tale of foam and rhythms, leaving everything behind except the feeling of happiness and freedom.

There is so much determination and lightness in her movements, but I don't move from my spot. On the contrary, I pull her even closer, letting her body touch mine again.

I run my nose along her neck, inhaling her scent — the one that is so intoxicating that everything else around disappears.

I am ready to forget everything and carry her far away, where we could just be together and kiss all night. But I can't do that. She wants to dance, and I know that this is her desire, and it matters no less than my own impulses.

I press her to me tighter and whisper in her ear, my voice low, barely audible, but full of emotions:

"You're only mine, Rebel Girl."

She doesn't answer, just smiles mysteriously, lowering her eyes shyly, leaving the unsaid words in the air. I don't expect an answer from her.

My feelings are developing too quickly, like a whirlwind, and I can't understand where this current will take us.

Not long ago, she was just a girl I passed by, and now I am building plans in my head how to make her mine — not just a friend, but officially a girlfriend. Everything is happening so fast that I barely keep up with my own thoughts.

But despite this, I know one thing — I won't rush her. I myself haven't yet understood what is happening between us, and she certainly hasn't either.

I don't want her to feel pressure, I have no intention of forcing her to do anything against her will. I want her to be with me of her own free will, not because I demand it. Saying she is mine is one thing, but forcing her to be with me is entirely different.

I said I wanted to do what that couple did, but I gave her complete freedom of choice. If she had refused, I wouldn't have insisted. Katrin let me lick the salt off her skin, and she herself did it to me with the same desire.

I said I wanted to kiss her, and gave her a chance to decide whether to agree or not. If she had said she wasn't ready, I wouldn't have dared to violate her boundaries. Yes, I held her close to me during the dance and the kisses, but only because I felt how she wasn't holding back and pressed against me with the same feelings.

We make our way to the stage, where music, light, and the energy of the crowd overflow the space. I press myself against her, and she seems to strive to dissolve into my body.

There are many people around us, and it seems like half the city has gathered here to share this moment. I gently stroke her belly, feeling the warm smoothness of her skin, and she places her hand on my chest.

Her other hand glides through my hair while I reach for her neck, kissing her with such impatience that the world around disappears. Every touch of hers is like a spark, awakening a whirlwind of emotions in the body, turning the dance into something magical.

Kissing Rebel Girl becomes not just a habit, but a necessity, like breathing. I could dance with her all night, merging with her movements, feeling her breath and caresses lifting me to the skies.

My world shrinks down to her and her touches. I feel how her hand glides across my chest, strokes my back, rests her fingers on my head, and every gesture of hers drives me to ecstasy. In her hands, there is nothing superfluous. She is my universe, and I am a part of her.

She was right: reading, sitting over books — that's not life, but existence.

My new life has become her, Rebel Girl, who pulled me out of the familiar world and opened doors to unknown sensations. Without her, I can't imagine anything. She has become the center of this new reality, around which all events revolve.

The foam wrapping around us gets in our faces, but it only adds fun to the atmosphere. We laugh, paying no attention to it.

Her genuine laugh infects me, filling the moment with light and lightness. Rebel Girl wasn't wrong — with her, I am truly having fun.

After dancing, we return to the table. Around us, glasses clink again, tequila flows, which we seem to drink more for the ritual than for the drink itself. But there is something more.

We aren't so much drinking as we are enjoying every touch and kiss, which becomes the most important thing. We forget about everything, dissolving into the kiss.

"Let's go swim, or else I'm all sticky from this foam."

"Let's go," in her hands, I am ready to follow her anywhere.

It is almost eleven. The moonlight reflects on the dark water, creating a magical and mysterious light. The moon dances on the waves, as if living its own life. The water beckons, softly rustling, inviting us.

I stand, watching, and nearby is Katrin, as irresistible in her determination as always. She takes the first step and heads toward the water.

Her feet touch the water, and I see how her body begins to sink into the cold element. I slow my step, admiring her gracefulness, but suddenly stop. Thoughts return to reality when the water reaches her knees. I can't let her go further without me.

I approach and wrap my arms around her waist, pulling her to me, feeling her breath and warmth. My hands glide across her skin, as if afraid to disturb her peace, but eagerly absorbing every detail — softness, movement, life.

"Decided to go swimming without me, Rebel Girl?" her closeness intoxicates, filling all my thoughts.

She smiles with the corners of her lips, turning her head slightly toward me.

"What kind of fun will it be without you?" she answers with a quiet laugh. "It's not my fault you're entering the water so slowly."

Her eyes sparkle, reflecting the shimmer of the waves, and there is so much audacity in her smile that I involuntarily smirk. She is always like this — bright, bold, like the wind that can't be caught. Everything in her mesmerizes, stripping away common sense.

I sigh deeply, trying to cope with a heart that beats too fast.

"I just got caught up looking at you," the words slip from my lips on their own, like a confession that could no longer be held back. "At your body, your hands, your back, your hair... your neck."

I slowly run my hands over the places I talk about, feeling every unevenness, every barely noticeable detail. The tips of my fingers glide carefully, exploringly, as if trying to remember every touch.

Inside me, a strange, almost fascinating feeling grows — a mix of excitement and concentration. In this movement, there is everything: both the thirst to be closer, and the thrill of every touch of hers. It seems even time freezes, stepping back into the background.

She squints, a challenge flickers in her gaze, but her voice sounds soft, even a bit embarrassed:

"Don't you think you're rushing things?"

I freeze for a second, feeling how she slowly averts her gaze. And in this movement, there is something mesmerizing, as if she doubts but doesn't want me to back away. I step back a little.

"You think I don't understand that myself? I know, but when I'm near you... it's like I'm swept away. I look at you and feel how I'm drawn to you. I myself don't understand what's happening to me..." I feel how my words have lost all restraint, as if I am completely open before her. "If I were just some womanizer, maybe I'd understand my behavior. But you yourself know that I didn't have relationships with girls before you. Do you consider me strange?"

She shakes her head, smirking, as if not believing my words.

"No, what are you saying! It's just that you're feeling too many things for the first time and can't understand what is happening to you. It's all new for you — clubs, parties, kissing... you haven't even really tried alcohol."

I freeze for a moment, and then, smiling, answer:

"Here you are wrong. I am not drinking alcohol for the first time. I've already tried it twice, but, of course, not in such quantities."

Her face changes, she is stunned.

"Really? And I thought you were so white and fluffy, but here is how it is…"

The girl tries to hide her surprise, but her eyes betray her bewilderment. I take her hand and lead her into the water, feeling a slight shiver. She is still in shock from my words, but I am ready to open up further. With every step into the sea, something inexplicable grows between us.

We start to swim, enjoying the silence of the night, the peace, and the waves. I dive, and when I resurface, I begin wiping my face, continuing to search for her gaze.

Katrin circles nearby, she swims around me, and her movements are like a dance. I can't take my eyes off her.

"Katrin?" her name slips from my lips like a natural need, and I myself don't notice how easily it comes out. It is like the only word I can pronounce in this moment, full of breath, holding back everything that is inside me.

"Yes, Max?"

"What's next?" questions accumulate inside me, giving me no peace, but in this question, there is also hope — for understanding, for the possibility to change something.

"In what sense?"

She, like me, tries to keep the balance, not giving away too much. In her voice, uncertainty sounds, and maybe fear of answering this question.

"You and me. What's next between us?" I peer into her eyes, where some unclear riddle hides. Their depth gives me no peace. I try to decipher what hides behind this barrier. What is she thinking about? What is she feeling?

In response — silence, but it is filled not with words, but with something more complex — uncertainty, the striving to understand each other, but also the fear to open up completely. I try to read her gaze again, but its depth only intensifies my confusion. Does she understand me just as I do her? Or is this just a game she masterfully plays?

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