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Chapter 61 - Somewhere Cold

Minh went to the toilet because the table had become too quiet.

He did not say that. He only stood, pointed vaguely toward the back of the quán nhậu, and muttered something about washing his hands.

He also needed to breathe somewhere that did not hold both of their histories at once.

The hallway to the toilet smelled of detergent, old rain, and fried garlic. A cracked mirror hung above a sink with a tap that dripped steadily no matter how hard someone turned it. Minh stood there longer than washing hands required.

He could still hear them through the thin wall when the television crowd quieted.

Lãnh Phong watched him go.

Hạ Yên watched Lãnh Phong watching him.

For a few seconds, the table became what it had been before Minh entered their lives: two damaged adults sitting across from each other with food between them and no clean way to say what hurt.

The bowl of cháo between them steamed like an accusation.

Neither of them had ordered it for themselves.

"He asked how we met," Hạ Yên said.

"He asked because you keep feeding him like a guilty mother."

"And you keep training him like a disappointed father."

Lãnh Phong's mouth almost moved.

Almost.

Rain tapped the awning. Old men at the next table shouted at football on television. Someone laughed too loudly. Motorbike headlights slid across the water beyond the canal.

Normal life had always been shameless.

Hạ Yên looked at Minh's unfinished bowl of cháo.

"He should not have to become proof."

"Then stop making him proof."

Hạ Yên's eyes sharpened.

"You say that like you are not doing the same."

Lãnh Phong did not deny it.

That honesty was the cruelest answer he had.

"If I stop, Thanh Lạp Ty owns the only version of the work that survives." Her voice stayed level. "Huyền Tinh keeps selling poison. The Union buries the old lab. The dead stay useful to everyone except themselves."

"You always say it like the work is a door."

"Maybe it is."

Lãnh Phong looked at her.

That old sentence returned between them without needing the old place.

Đà Lạt.

Somewhere cold.

She had said it once after the lab, over a beer she never drank. When this is finished, I want to leave. Somewhere cold.

He had believed her because he wanted to.

For years, that want had embarrassed him more than anger did.

Anger could be justified. Want only exposed the part of him still stupid enough to imagine a room without files, seals, students, dead masters, or burning clinics.

"Come now," Lãnh Phong said quietly.

Hạ Yên did not look surprised.

That made it worse.

"Lãnh Phong."

"Leave the files. Leave the bureau. Leave the dead to accuse the men who killed them."

"The dead cannot accuse anyone without evidence."

"You are not evidence."

For the first time that night, Hạ Yên looked tired enough to be young.

Not innocent.

Just young.

There was a difference, and Lãnh Phong hated that he still cared about it.

"I know."

"Do you?"

Her fingers touched the side of Minh's bowl, turning it away from the table edge the way she had moved his glass earlier.

"If I leave now, I carry them forever."

"You will carry them anyway."

"Then let me carry them toward something."

Her phone buzzed.

She looked down before she could stop herself.

A tiny movement.

A betrayal so small no one else would have noticed.

Lãnh Phong did.

"Thanh Lạp Ty?" he asked.

She did not answer fast enough.

Rain filled the space between them.

"More important than leaving?" Lãnh Phong asked.

"No."

The answer came too late to be mercy.

It was true, but truth arriving late could still wound like a lie.

From the back of the quán, Minh reappeared and stopped before the light could fully catch him. He had heard enough to understand nothing cleanly.

Hạ Yên saw him first.

Her face closed.

Lãnh Phong leaned back and emptied whatever had been in his eyes.

Minh returned to the table without asking the question again.

That restraint hurt more than curiosity would have.

If he had demanded answers, they could have treated him like a child. If he had shouted, they could have defended themselves.

Instead, he sat down like someone learning adults were not taller because they knew where to stand.

Hạ Yên pushed the cháo back toward him.

"Eat before it gets cold."

He looked at her hand.

Then at Lãnh Phong.

Then he ate, because for now that was the only answer any of them could survive.

Across the canal, the watcher saw the three of them at one table and misunderstood the shape completely.

He wrote:

Family attachment confirmed.

He did not write:

All three are lonely in different directions.

When Minh went to the restroom, Hạ Yên stopped turning her glass.

"Thanh Lạp can move two people quietly," she said. "New documents. Somewhere cold enough that nobody asks why we do not know the neighbors."

Lãnh Phong looked across the quán at Minh's empty chair. "Two?"

"You and me."

The answer should have sounded like escape. Instead it exposed the person excluded from it.

"When?" Lãnh Phong asked.

"After the work is finished."

He laughed once without humor. She had placed freedom behind the same condition that had kept her inside laboratories for years.

"You do not want to leave," he said. "You want a future version of yourself to deserve leaving."

Hạ Yên's fingers tightened around the glass. "And you want to destroy enough people that the dead stop asking why you survived."

Neither withdrew the wound.

Minh returned, complaining that the sink tap barely worked. Hạ Yên moved his bowl closer. Lãnh Phong pushed the plate of grilled food toward him. Their hands nearly touched and separated before he noticed.

Across the canal, the watcher recorded a stable attachment triangle. At the table, three people continued eating around two futures that could not include all of them.

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