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Chapter 37 - Lâm Refuses the Leash

Minh followed Lâm for three days before Lâm stopped pretending not to notice.

Outside the rehab clinic, Lâm turned.

The afternoon traffic crawled behind him. Office workers bought coffee from a cart. A security guard smoked beside a pharmacy sign. Nobody looked at the two boys closely enough to notice that one was injured and the other was becoming dangerous.

"Are you guarding me or haunting me?"

Minh stopped.

"I just wanted to make sure--"

"That my other hand stays attached?"

The sentence hit too directly.

Minh looked away.

Lâm laughed once, without humor.

"At least be honest."

"They used you."

"No. They hurt me. Everyone else keeps using me after."

Minh had no answer.

Lâm stepped closer, his wrapped hand held against his chest.

"Quân used me to win. Lao used me to pull you. Huyền-whatever uses me to study you. Hạ Yên probably writes me down in some pretty little file."

Minh flinched.

Lâm saw it.

"And you use me too."

"I don't."

"You do. Every time you want to hurt someone and call it my name."

The accusation did not sound dramatic. That made it harder to dodge. Lâm was not shouting. He was naming the room they had both been standing in for weeks.

The street noise thinned.

For a moment, Minh heard only his own breathing.

Too fast.

Gomboc whispered:

"He does not understand."

Thiên Phú surfaced on the other side of Minh's fear:

"He understands too much."

Lâm's voice softened, which made it worse.

"I know you care. That's why I'm saying it now. Don't make my hand your excuse."

Minh swallowed.

"Then what do I do?"

"Ask me like I'm still here."

The words stayed.

Not protect me.

Not avenge me.

Ask me.

Across the street, Hạ Yên sat in a parked car with dark windows and watched Minh's pulse settle through the tremor in his shoulders.

She did not hear the words. She did not need to. The body told enough.

No pill had done that.

No drill.

No command.

She opened her tablet.

Primary emotional stabilizer confirmed.

Subject's instability reduced through direct boundary assertion from Lâm.

She paused, then added:

Anchor is not passive.

That made Lâm more valuable.

And therefore more dangerous.

Inside the clinic, Lâm stared at his wrapped hand while the therapist adjusted the brace.

"Pain?" she asked.

"Some."

"That is normal."

Lâm almost laughed. Normal had become a word adults used when they wanted a problem to stay small enough for paperwork.

He flexed his fingers anyway.

Not for revenge.

For the right to decide what his hand meant.

Lâm returned to the outdoor court after the evening crowd left.

The rehabilitation specialist had forbidden shooting under fatigue. He brought no ball. He stood at the free-throw line and moved through the motion with an empty hand: knees, elbow, wrist. The release stopped halfway when pain tightened across the damaged fingers.

Minh watched from the gate until Lâm noticed him.

"You followed me."

"I was checking—"

"That is the word people use when they don't want to admit they are watching."

Minh entered the court but stayed outside the painted key. He told Lâm about the photograph, the chart, and the boy in the Thälmann jacket. Each fact sounded like a reason for revenge when placed beside the empty hoop.

"Say it," Lâm said.

"Say what?"

"That you can settle it for me."

Minh's jaw tightened. The sentence had lived in him since the missed shot. Lâm had dragged it into the light before it could call itself loyalty.

"I can find who ordered it."

"Find them for the next person. Not for my hand."

Lâm repeated the shooting motion. This time he stopped before the wrist snapped and lowered both arms. The restraint looked nothing like courage. It looked like a boy refusing the only fantasy that still made him feel powerful.

Minh picked up a bottle cap near the baseline and set it on the free-throw line. "Then what do you want?"

"To decide whether I ever stand here again without you making the decision bloody."

They left the bottle cap on the line. The next morning, a groundskeeper swept it away. The choice remained even after its marker disappeared.

The next rehabilitation session ended with a measurement Lâm refused to see.

The specialist wrote the grip-strength number on her chart and turned the screen toward him. Lâm stared instead at the basketball keychain hanging from his bag.

"You asked me to measure it," she said.

"I changed my mind."

"The number did not."

He hated her for one second because she would not protect him with optimism. Then he looked. The injured hand remained far below the threshold required for stable shooting. Improvement existed, but not enough to restore the future he had planned.

Outside the clinic, Minh waited with no revenge update and no training advice. He carried two coffees, one milk-heavy latte because Lâm could not stand the bitterness of the clinic machine.

They sat on a low wall. Lâm drank with his healthy hand.

"What did you find?" he asked.

"A supplier route."

"Did you hurt anyone?"

Minh answered too slowly.

Lâm put the cup down. "This is why I told you not to do it for me. Every time you come back injured, my hand becomes your permission."

Minh had no defense that did not repeat the harm. He took the untouched cup when Lâm stood to leave.

"I might not play again," Lâm said. "That does not mean you get to turn the court into a grave for somebody else."

He walked toward his ride without looking back. Minh remained beside both coffees, finally understanding that respecting Lâm's choice might mean accepting a loss he could not punch into meaning.

The second latte warmed beside Minh until the ice melted. He drank neither. When he finally stood, he poured them into a drain and kept the empty cups long enough to notice that refusing waste after the fact did not restore what had already changed.

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