Leilani.
If there is something I was never good at, then it is a conversation, especially ones like this.
It was true that I intended to retreat to my room, never to step out again until all of this charade was over. It was also true that I wanted to shut them all out now that it felt like I had been backed into a corner.
However, what wasn't true was the simplicity in which he'd used when describing the— our kiss.
It was in the way he had called it 'just a kiss.'
Or in his words; "because we'd shared a 'kiss.'"
But it wasn't that simple. It never was.
To me, it never was just a kiss but was something that seemed to have solidified whatever this thing between us was. It was the kiss that made me finally believe that regardless of the situation, regardless of the things I say to myself, especially the lies… that I will always be drawn to these men. Not just sexually but emotionally too… physically. In fact, whatever '-ally' you can think of.
