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Chapter 25 - A Canva

The air hit him before his eyes even had time to adjust.

Not the stale, confined air of his cell, where every breath seemed recycled ten times over before it reached him. A different air, wider, colder, carrying the smell of wet stone and distant smoke that Atlas hadn't breathed in what felt like another lifetime entirely. Burn-Head shoved him without ceremony through one final corridor, and the light, faint and gray, but real, finally swallowed the darkness of the Rohar whole.

Atlas had never seen this place from the outside.

The streets they marched him through, barely two of them, held none of the grandeur he'd imagined while listening, from inside his cell, to the muffled roar of the crowd on fight nights. It was a tangle of low buildings huddled together as though for warmth, their facades coated in a thick layer of soot that seemed to have long since given up on ever being cleaned. Bundled figures moved past without hurrying, without sparing him a glance, as though a chained man escorted by a guard with a burned face was simply part of the ordinary scenery of this district, which, Atlas thought with a cold sort of detachment, was probably exactly the case.

What struck him, in the end, wasn't the squalor of the place. It was its coherence.

Every street seemed built around a single logic, everything here orbited the arena. The stalls sold bets scrawled on grimy scraps of paper. Men with faces marked by old scars, clearly former gladiators too broken to fight on, begged or sold whatever strength they had left for tasks Atlas chose not to examine too closely. The Rohar wasn't simply a building dropped into the middle of a city. It was the beating heart of it, and everything else existed only in its orbit.

When they finally emerged onto a wider square, Atlas got his first look at the arena from outside.

It rose up, more massive still than he'd imagined from within. Its walls weren't made of the same dull gray stone as the rest of the district, but of something darker, almost bluish under the gray daylight, smooth as polished glass in places, rough and cracked in others, as though two different stones had been poured together without ever fully blending. The tiers climbed in concentric rings to a height no other building in the district dared approach, twenty meters, maybe more, with not a single window, not the slightest opening, save for two gaping arches, one of which Atlas had already passed through once, toward the light and toward the blood.

Nothing about this structure looked like it had been built by ordinary human hands. The proportions were exact, almost too exact, as though copied from a blueprint no architect of this century could have conceived alone. Atlas, who had grown up surrounded by centuries-old university buildings, sensed, without quite being able to explain it, that this structure simply didn't belong to the same history as the rest of the city built up around it, as though it had always been there, untouched, patiently waiting for men to eventually build an entire district in its service.

He stopped for a fraction of a second, against his own will, just to take it in.

"Keep moving," Burn-Head growled, shoving him forward, and the march resumed.

They crossed one last street, wider than the rest, almost respectable, where the soot seemed to have been granted, here and there, permission to be washed away, before coming to a stop in front of a building that had nothing in common with the rest of the district.

Isaac's house stood there, strikingly ordinary, almost disappointing in the middle of a district that seemed to exist solely for his benefit. No towers, no crest carved above the door, nothing that would have let Atlas pick it out, at a glance, from any modestly wealthy merchant's home.

Two stories of gray stone, plain wooden shutters, a door without ornament, the kind one might find identical on any quiet street in any unremarkable neighborhood.

A silent servant let them in, led them through an equally unremarkable hallway, and brought them to a dark wooden door, which he opened without a word before stepping aside.

Isaac sat behind a desk of an almost aggressive plainness, in stark contrast, this time, not with the wealth of the rest of the house, but with its near total lack of ambition. He didn't look up right away from whatever he was reading.

"Leave us," he said simply to Burn-Head, who bowed and vanished without a sound.

Silence settled in, and Isaac took his time before finally deigning to lift his eyes toward Atlas.

"Sit," he said, gesturing to a worn leather chair across from him. "You look in better shape than I expected, given the state you were in last night."

Atlas sat without answering, taking in the room with that same analytical curiosity that never quite left him anymore. Shelves of books, some clearly old, others more recent. A wall map of a continent he didn't fully recognize, covered in marks and annotations.

"Tell me," Isaac said, without preamble, his fingers tapping softly against the desk. "Do you know about the Qualia? The principle of the Awakened?"

Atlas hadn't expected this question at all. Caught off guard, he considered it for a moment. He had a vague idea, after all, and would have gladly learned more, especially since Isaac himself seemed rather well informed. But he couldn't stop himself from answering, almost against his own will:

"Maybe."

Isaac's fingers stopped dead against the wood. A slow, amused smile cracked across his face.

"Very funny." He tilted his head slightly, a fresh mischief gleaming in his eyes. "Holding a grudge, on top of everything else? I wouldn't have pegged you as the type to throw my own words back in my face, Atlas."

He rose halfway out of his seat, leaning forward on both hands against the desk, his smile never wavering.

"I'll admit, I didn't see that coming." He paused, as if savoring it. "So I imagine your 'maybe' is hiding, once again, far more than you're willing to admit."

Atlas said nothing, simply waiting for what came next.

Isaac came around the desk without hurrying, and leaned against its edge, close enough now that Atlas felt the need to tilt his head slightly upward.

"You know what amuses me about that word, Qualia?" He gestured vaguely at the walls around them, the bookshelves, the map covered in annotations. "Everyone seems to have collectively decided to turn it into an academic subject. Disciplines, categories, neat little labeled drawers." He let out an amused snort. "As if you could cage a tiger just by sticking a label on it."

He picked up a silver letter opener resting on the desk, turning it absently between his fingers.

"Me, I prefer a simpler version. A more honest one, too." His gaze hardened, and the blade went still between his hands.

"The Great Elevation didn't destroy anything. It revealed something. It proved, once and for all, that this reality we walk through, eat in, die in, was never anything more than a canvas stretched a little too tight, ready to tear the instant a will dense enough decided to press against it."

He drove the tip of the letter opener into the wood of the desk, the blade standing straight, vibrating faintly.

"The entire world was never anything but a polished illusion, and only those capable of bending it to their own truth ever had any real right to exist within it."

"And the others?" Atlas asked, his voice flat, almost detached.

"The others keep walking across a canvas they don't even know how to make tremble." Isaac shrugged, as though the matter were the most obvious thing in the world. "It isn't cruelty. It's simply the first time in this species' history that we can finally see, with our own eyes, who was always right to believe in their own existence, and who was merely surviving in it by default."

He stepped closer, studying Atlas with an almost clinical attention.

"You, on the other hand." He stepped closer still, studying Atlas with that same clinical attention one might give to the results of an experiment. "I saw your fight yesterday. Know that I have no intention of congratulating you on surviving it. But something pleased me. Something I caught a glimpse of."

He let the sentence hang there, unfinished, then continued, as though it had never required an immediate follow-up:

"Your opponent came from the South." He let that word hang in the air too, savoring it for a moment. "Down there, life forgives nothing. Civilization never took root. No laws, no council, no helping hand. Just dirt, cold, and whoever survives long enough to learn to bite before they're bitten. A man from the South who makes it all the way to the Rohar is never a weak man."

"And yet, he's dead."

"And yet, he's dead," Isaac confirmed, looking almost delighted by the remark. "Which is exactly why I wanted to see you."

He didn't elaborate further, straightening up and returning to sit behind his desk, as though the conversation had, in his eyes, simply concluded itself, leaving that unfinished sentence about what he'd "caught a glimpse of" hanging between them like a door he'd deliberately chosen not to close.

"You can go. We'll see each other again soon."

Atlas stood, without asking a single further question, despite the curiosity gnawing quietly at him, and left the room, crossing the oversized hall once more on his way to the front door.

It was on his way out that he crossed paths with him.

Hercles stood there, motionless, clearly waiting on the same silent servant who had just shown Atlas out. The shaved-headed giant watched him pass, and something in his massive, usually unreadable expression loosened, just for a moment.

He smiled.

Not a smile of challenge, or judgment, or that calculating coldness Atlas had learned to recognize in so many others in this world. Just a simple smile, the kind one gives to someone they're, against all odds, genuinely glad to see still in one piece.

He said nothing. He didn't need to.

Atlas, surprised, felt the corner of his own mouth lift in return despite himself, a movement he'd almost forgotten he was capable of, before continuing on toward the door, leaving the giant behind him, already turning, without another word, toward Isaac's office.

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